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2005-12-16T07:44:00.000-08:00

LoL. The date that i last blogged is since Nov. doTx. Lazy nahs. =(

Hmm.. manY events took place.
1) nEtball camp - Enjoyable
2) Trip to desaru - Saw my "speed boat" sHu wen.
3) Shopping with mUmmy - Spent bout $200.
4) Staying 3d2n at 3rd sIs hse - Love the kids.
5) Window shOpping with mIch and fanG.
6) Kenny rOgers ( mAincourse) & sWensens (iCe-cream) with sis, darl and darl's cousin. aFter eatiNg, head to IOI plaza for pOol.
7) wIndow shoPping at town with faNg and Yee.

HoPe i didnt leave out any bah. This holiday is kind of busy na.. wiTh trainings and stuffs. Haben been revising. *guIlty* But trying hard to find a tutor norhs. Maybe shall go carmen's private tuition with kenny. sHall c hw it goes.

In any case, I jus wan study hard next yr. Studies is top piority. x)

Haben been meeting up with sIti darling. Wondering when's our sAkae meal. Waiting.. wAiting.. wAiting..

Before scHool reopens, I must get these done.
1) Withdraw $$$ from bank - Partly for shoPping. paRtly for hK.
2) Blouse from Mindustries - $53. Mickey mIckey rox my world. ( neW year )
3) Tuition - Either at cArmen's private tutor or Distinction tutorial sChool.
4) Heels - $34. ( New year )
5) Revise sec 3 mAths again.
6) shOpping spree with mich, fang and yee. shoP shOp shOp~!
7) Sec 4 textboOks, School Uniform, sHoes.

LOL. so Many things undone. My schedule is so packed. -___-

Netball carnival is oN this coming tue. Held at damai. *anxious* Ting and qi's ankle injured. (-_-") gOd bless mIe. My stamina haben regain back ever since tt stupid Dengue incident. 8 mins per game make mi pant like shIt. Someone save mi pls. This wont do good for mi during iNtersch. =((

nOte to darlIng meifang : oWe mi a sAkae/thAi express treat. =p

nOte to my dearest yihaO : we haben been meeting up. Absence maKes the heart grown fonder. But not seeing u everyday really kills. I love u. <3

shall eNd here norhs. wIll update asap if i got the time. =)

2005-11-24T18:26:00.000-08:00

I'm still coughing.. very badly.. =(

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Humans are weird. We haf feelings. But when one has mixed feelings, he/she will be troubled and has no idea how to solve that prob.

Feelings can be control? -nahs-

Some people appeared to be nice to others.. Humble the others.. But nobody knows whether it is true anot.

Feelings will then grow. But is not love.

It will jus be memories.

=/

2005-11-21T12:27:00.000-08:00

[sIck]-

dUn tell mi is dengue. I'm sick since friday. God bless. I dun wanna die so early yet nahs.

pIsssss. ShOo all mosquitoes away!

I'm back from the chalet since 5 days ago. Lazy to post.. Somethings happen in the chalet.. People tot i'm angry. People tot i'm tt petty. People are unreasonable tt wan to make a big fuss out of a trivial matter. I'm not gonna put those things in mind cause I enjoy the chalet. =)) Cycling.. sLping on the beach.. Going to pasir ris park.. Having so much fun in the chalet and turning it upside down. =xx AND PEOPLE.. I SAW SHOOTING STAR!!!! This is the 2nd time i saw shooting star with my darling friends. omg.

StarS rox. 2/8 rox. =DDD~

So sad 3 days pass so fast. We people already planning of next yr chalet. LOL~

Back to training, Mr teh is kinda furious with mi and michelle for missing training for 2 times. And i'm being scolded more because of my swollen eyes. He said tt i did not haf enough sLp. But the fact isnt tt way.. I didnt wanna explain.. is mY fault anyway. =(

Things are fine between mi and dearie. Hope everything will be smooth. Hais. People who cares will know what happen. Thanks fer concern. Especially to my darl mIchelle.

I jus cant bear to let go.

Saturday was 'her' birthday. Went over to celebrate with her. Thou things arent the same as the previous years, but we still love 'her' no matter wad. =))

Hee. I'm going overseas during this holiday. Yipee~

*Jumps around*

I <3 him & her.

=)

2005-11-09T22:41:00.000-08:00

For the sake of my loyal readers, i shall update.. lOl.. =p

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VALERIE`!

Training is now back to kallang, hope i dun get burnt.

I'm unwell recently.. Mentally, physically, emotionally.. Dunno wad the hell i'm thinking nor doing.. Doesnt seems to enjoy my holidays..

Nth much to blog la.. Rather no mood to blog today.. Sry joac.. shall update other days.. perhaps after chalet bahs..

-Tian tian do xu yao ni ai.. wo de xin zhi you ni zai-

2005-11-03T22:47:00.000-08:00

lOls.. Realise that i didnt update for years..

Hmm.. h0lidays lorhs.. Either slack, rot or training.. And damn it, that place where we are having our training sucks to the core lorhs.. In the multi-purpose hall in the CCAB.. And is like damn bloody hot and stuffy.. And always sweating like hell in there man! -__- But training was still fun lars.. Mr tey is back to coach us for this period of time..

Hmm.. Got back my result slip.. Disappointed.. Lvl position dropped nahs.. L1R4 isnt good as well.. Sigh.. Shall work hard for next yr.. MATHS especially.. Perhaps a tution or wad.. sigh..

NO MATHS, NO JC/POLY~

Nothing much to blog anyway, juS simply looking forward to chalet.. hee.. =)

2005-10-25T22:12:00.000-07:00

Wat a day man.. lOl..

Decided to spend my 1 day hol with my 2/8 classmates since darl is working.. We went east coast.. B4 tt.. meet with my darling michelle and headed to PS and had delifrance as my breakfast.. Chatted and laughing out loud like morons.. lOl.. Both of us were the lastest to reach larr.. Rented bicycles and cycled for 5 mins.. Raining.. -__- Went to the shelter.. Then rain stopped.. continue cycling for 2 mins.. THUNDERSTORM.. went to those push-cart stores de shelter and hide.. Mi and han shared a shelter.. so funny.. Then got one aunty veri kind.. gif us take shelter in her store.. Gee.. Took photos inside.. Ezekiel,Ki yeow and chee weng came over and then we went over to mac to meet them.. Then rain stopped.. Continued cycling.. We cycled all the way. Rested at jetty and took photos.. Then continued to cycle all the way to changi.. hahaha.. My ass damn hurts okie.. Along the way.. Di siao each other lorhs.. Especially the particular 2.. lOls.. Bleahs..

Went off to Marina parade to haf our dinner with mich.. val.. mi.. yuanfeng.. yuancheng.. cheeweng.. ezekiel and ki yeow at Pastamania.. Took photos and then took bus home le.. Actually got a plan de.. But in the end failed.. Some ppl shld know.. HEEEEEE~~~

I LOVE 2/8 forever and ever~! =DDD

2005-10-22T22:03:00.000-07:00

Bond my lower set of teeth. It hurts terribly.. =(

Planning for a 2/8 gathering.. lOoking forward to it nehs.. =)

2005-10-20T21:14:00.000-07:00

It has been raining recently and such a nice weather to fulfil tasks such as slping.. And i'm totally exhausted without any reason.. slping in class.. dozing off during talks..

Post-exam activities SUCKS TO THE MAXIMUM CORE! and we haf to pay $9 because of a stupid CPR programme.. -__- Then all the talks and programmes so boring lorhs.. In class.. Either "true or dare" or poker.. Lame sehs.. Last time 2/8 still the best.. Everyone play tgt.. Sigh sigh sigh.. Still, I miss 2/8. I miss how everyone went wild and crazy after exams. If time turns back lar.. =(

Nevertheless.. Chalet coming soon.. Looking pretty forward to it.. My holiday schedule is fully packed nahs.. Holiday training.. Remedials.. Chalats.. Gatherings.. And aso.. Found a part-time job today.. After much interviews, got 1 finally.. Shall earn lot lot pocket money.. Spend with dearie.. =DD~

Ytd de ytd went to baby beldon's full month celebration.. Went June jie's hse again.. and hmm.. Lots of kids around.. PLay around with them.. Took photos.. Chat around norhs.. *She did not go.. Hais.. Heart-broken lar.. Shall update the photos when i'm free..

Training resumes ytd.. Physical training lorhs.. My muscles are aching terribly now.. I hate this pain.. difficult to walk nehs.. -__- Hope everyone can last thru till intersch bahs.. Jus wan fight hard for sth before mr tey goes.. =/

Oh ya.. My results.. Super duper disappointed in my eng and bio results.. thou passed but not the way i wan it to be.. Maths as usual still fail.. no matter how i chiong for maths.. No point de lorhs.. Then SS did badly.. Luckily Lit score well.. pull marks up.. Science and POA still okie lar.. My class position dun drop can le..

I lurve dearie.. lurve 2/8.. =DD~

2005-10-15T14:33:00.000-07:00

Photos time.. =pp

My brother bday -[30/09/05]

My "cute" brother with his cake.

My mummy & daddy.

My god daddy and m0ii.. =)

Another pic of mi and my god-daddy.

Self-obbession lar.

Sister, Grandma, Mi.

Top: Cheryl & cAsey. Bottom: Melvin & Adrian

My slice of cake. =)

The family i belong to. =D~

I love dem all.. =)

2005-10-15T13:18:00.000-07:00

Miss mi ppl? lOl..

I'm back after a tough battle.. A real tough battle indeed.. Stressful and exhaustion during the period of time.. Exams are finally over.. Before exams. Always studying outside.. With teachers and friends.. Everyday till 8 lidat then reach home.. Endured all the way.. By not seeing dearie for days.. The days were tough.. Not having him by my side.. But luckily.. Everything is over now.. Onli thing to worry is my results.. God bless i do well bahs.. Everybody do well and promote tgt.. And aso.. Thanks ppl for helping along with my studies.. =))

Netball resuming again.. I guess my stamina is like shit hell now.. I tried running.. A few rounds jiu panting like dog.. Then pushups less than 10.. Shit shit shit.. Somebody save mi.. =X

Holidays are coming.. Quite busy bah.. Especially nov.. Chalets all over.. Hope can enjoy life to fullest before next yr.. Cause next yr jiu shi 'O' liao.. No more time.. Hee..

Shall blog more often since exams are over.. And to ensure u ppl dunch miss mi so badly.. lOl.. =p Lubb eu ppl all.. Take kaiire..

2005-09-26T18:43:00.000-07:00

Happy 1yr 1 month dar.. Lurve euu always.. =))

+[.[From start till eternity`]]+

2005-09-24T14:57:00.000-07:00

Long time since i ever blogged.. Exams are round the corner.. Stress bah.. Motivate myself to study whenever i tend to slack.. But life aren't interesting.. I wonder wad if there isnt any exams.. Hmm.. Gotta back my report slip lsat week.. I tot tt i wound flunk 4 subs.. Cause i was hospitalised and didnt haf time to catch up with my classmates.. But amazingly, I only flunk maths. The onli and always sub tt i would fail. And is constantly at 48.. Hope will do better for the coming exam.. God bless..

Dunno why, many probs surfaced. I'm in a vexation. I dunno wat i'm thinking sometimes. I dunno why i'm always thinking bout "tt".. I may seems happy.. But true enough, whenever i see xx nowadays, my heart will ache.. Terribly.. Not gonna elaborate more.. I dun wanna all these stuffs to affect mi le.. I'll jus forget the past.. forget everything between us.. ='( (Btw, I'm not toking bout mi & dearie)

Went for my medical checkup again.. Did another blood test.. My blood count has got back to normal.. =DD But my r.b.c is low lar.. Then bout my liver prob.. Is not normal.. But doctor says it is slightly better than the result when i was hospitalised.

Hmm..Uploaded some pics into e comp.. Took during the renuion dinner at my grandma hse.. Mid-autumn fes..

Nice mahs? =D~

m0ii with sparkles!

Mi.. my cousin.. my sIs..

Mi & wei ting.. =)

Mi and sis and sparkles! =p

Another pic of mi and my sparkles.. =D

My younger cousin with a whole bunch of sparkles.. LOL~

The 6 of us.. I'm so worried that the bar may collapse cause is rather shaky at that time.. =x

Our beautiful fingers.. =p

Now to our beautiful legs.. tee-hee..

Wei ting-Casey-Cheryl-GuoDong-Clement-Daryl.. =))

I admit this is such a lame pic.. LmAO~! Thousand Guan-Yin.. x)

The end.

2005-09-09T23:36:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. nth much to blog.. Recently keep wanting to shop.. I wan shop for clothes, accessories, heels! =DD~ But too bad.. School will be starting soon.. Must catch up with my classmates.. Missing too much lessons le.. All the way!! I must not disappoint anyone.. Hee..

My parents were overseas.. So left mi and my 2 siblings.. My hse is now upside-down.. LOL.. Early morning woke up.. No breakfast.. aww.. So tot can meet dearie for lunch.. But i couldnt locate him.. So met michelle and went to haf our Tom-yam mEe.. Crapping and gossiping thru our meal.. Then went back to school for training..

Mr tey asked mi bout my condition.. Hais.. I'm getting my blood test report soon.. God bless mi.. It better be a positive report.. I dun wanna sit outside the court doing nth again.. Today had my shooting practice.. Mr tey helped mi.. =)) Then did some drills.. No tough physical.. Then played some games.. YIPEE!! But still.. Will feel odd odd de lars.. Then had a long debrief.. Then I'm gonna take care of e team fer next week ..

After training.. Met dearie and brother ong for dinner.. Went to outram dere for chicken rice and rojak.. Damn full lorhs.. haha.. Then took train back home.. wah lau.. When almost reached home tt time.. I wan cross road.. So i dashed across the road.. Stupid indian riding bicycle in an opposite direction.. knock into mi lorhs.. *oUchs* Still stare at mi somemore.. Arghh..

Then reached home.. Dearie and brother ong came and entertain my siblings.. -__- Got to know tt aunt is coming to fetch them for dinner at V8 cafe at bugis.. I went for a bath and tagged along.. haha.. Greedy pig.. But didnt had much.. Shared some portions.. The food there not bad lars.. Not v expensive too..

Gonna study hard lorhs.. No more slacking.. Jia you jia you jia you!!!

Thou there is one day we will part.. But still.. I'm contented cause there's at least a chance for mi to love you as much as i do again.. I wan u by my side as long as i can keep you.. No matter wat unhappy memories we haf.. As long as i got u.. Everything is worthwhile.. =)

2005-09-06T20:49:00.000-07:00

Holidays! woO.. Time for mi to study hard.. Catch up with my studies.. and aso to play! =))

Sunday had PESS carnival.. As usual.. I still cant play.. The doctor extended my MC to another 2 weeks.. Sigh.. Illness are around mi.. 2 weeks later i gonna go back and collect my report.. Shall not elaborate more on that.. God bless that i'm healthy and no serious illness to fall on mi.. It's painful.. Can onli sit at the side watching my team-mates play.. Like kana benched lidat.. Sigh.. The feeling isnt good.. Seeing my own team fighting hard.. Yet i cant contribute anything.. I play 3 halves of games.. Which is equal to only 21 mins.. Better than nth larhs.. But gotta admit.. Is tough.. I mean i'm not in e pink of health.. Is tiring.. and I cant play much larhs.. =( Then during the 3rd round.. Played against Damai.. Same thing happened last year.. History repeating itself eh? But sad to say.. Ting sprained her ankle.. Then Mr tey immediately put mi on court.. Damn.. I did not prepare.. And is a crucial game! I fought hard.. But still.. I guessed i let the team down.. Hais.. I'm the one lar.. But we were in quarter finals.. I can see the improvement that my team has and I'm glad to see they played well.. Mr tey is happy too.. Perhaps that's the gift we can give to him.. =/

My family were so worried bout mi.. They thought i fainted duing game.. Or kana kidnapped.. Or lost my way.. Cause i didnt gif them a call.. until 7 larhs.. And i left home early @ 6am.. Is whole day.. They were pretty anxious.. They rang dearie up.. and dearie msged Mich Tan and carmen where am i.. I got a scolding from my parents for not calling home.. -___- Sorry mummy daddy!

Monday i was at home for the whole day.. Boring! Sians lorhs.. Hate the feeling of being alone.. Stayed at home.. Studied.. Done some homework.. Slacked.. walked in and out of my room.. Boring boring boring.. =((

Today actually planned to go K box.. But not everyone is free.. So i went out with my shopping partner-Michelle tan! Yeahh.. Went to PS.. Had long john.. Then went around.. Bought a top and tube.. Then went around.. Bought a pair of hot pink earrings.. coOL~ Then had octopus ball.. Then Meifang joined us.. hEe.. Took some pictures.. -Sweetie- Then took a train down to tiong.. Dearie joined us for movie.. We watched "One more chance".. Overall.. A nice comedy yet touching.. But Got Hokkien parts.. Quite Vulglar norhs.. Recommended larhs.. =) Watched till 7 lidat.. Went to had our dinner.. At Griller.. Took some pics.. Chit-chatted.. Then jiu took a train with mich back home le..

Chatted along our journey.. Tok bout my life since pri 5.. My love life.. haha! Then looked at the sky.. The stars tonight were SUPERB! Then recalled back the memories during sec 1.. Our class chalet.. How i really missed sec 1/8 or 2/8.. I missed the days when we played tgt.. Had outings tgt.. Now that we separated class.. OF course will drift apart.. No words can describe how i missed u peeps.. Sentimental.. I REALLY VERY MISSED YOU PEOPLE.. U PEOPLE ROX MY LIFE..

There's dental appointment early in the morning.. and training in the afternoon.. Shall play my stuff tmr.. Shall see how it goes.. =)

I love sec 1/8 cum 2/8~!

2005-09-01T14:59:00.000-07:00

Shag.. Has been a long time since i ever blogged.. many things happened during the past days..

Firstly.. After my birthday tt thu.. I fell sick.. Gotta fever after PE in school.. Then high temp lorh.. Same as my bloody sis.. High fever.. My temp remained constant.. Then friday went to see doctor.. Say my throat infection.. Then Sat went to see polyclinic.. Had a blood test.. My sis was confirm a dengue case.. Mine was still not confirm.. So she was admitted into SGH.. Then on monday.. I went to polyclinic for another blood test.. *painz* Then i was admitted into SGH.. But my sis was discharged on tt day.. 1 in.. 1 out.. lOl.. then rested there.. Meifang they all came after training.. Dearie came in the night.. The doctor put mi on drip.. Wah.. Damn pain sia.. I hate tt AnE nurse.. Dunno how to poke the needle into my vein de.. sHit her sehs..

Everyday at hospital doing the same thing.. Eat.. Sleep.. Watch tv.. Boring sia.. But alot of ppl came over to visit and accompany mi.. Thankiew pple.. I love you guys.. Oh ya.. Thx Yuanfeng and mayson for tt pig.. I'm waiting for a bigger one.. haa`s.. =p

Thx dearie for pei mi everyday in the hospital.. Caring and accompanying mi.. I love you.. I sense your care and love.. hUgs.. mUacKs.. =))

Was discharged on friday.. No training till another blood test report result come out.. Wah.. sIans.. Until now.. I'm still v tired.. Then will haf serious headaches.. zZz..

Enough of this.. Come to the good news.. Outram netball team 1 got 3rd position in the carnival!! Although i didnt play.. I was pretty guilty bout it.. But i went down to support on sat.. Then is like all the games quite close.. Then they fought hard.. and got 3rd.. Sad to say.. When u achieve something.. There is something u bound to lose it.. Hais.. Mr tey gotta leave us le.. Now everytime see him.. my heart will sink.. He has been with us for 3 yrs.. Happy and tough moments.. We faced it tgt.. He is not just our coach.. But our friend.. And someone whom we can share our problems with.. Without him.. Cant imagine how the team would be like.. Sigh.. Actually when last time he ask bee hsing come and coach us already can sense it.. He gonna return back to teaching.. That's his goal.. We cant stop him.. Jus haf to wish him best of luck.. =/

So many tests recently... Think my report slip will not be good.. Duhs.. Must fight hard during end of year.. I must reach my target.. =)

Darl's N is coming.. Must jia you.. After this u can play for all u wan.. Now jus tough abit.. Work hard.. U can de.. Cause i'm here fer u.. =D~

Without obstacles.. Life wouldnt be like this..

2005-08-16T21:41:00.000-07:00

Tee-hee-hee.. I'm 15.. I can get my IC.. I'm another step to being an adult.. Is jus too bad i still cant watch NC-16.. Nvm.. 1 yr is fast.. =DD~ Is another day of happiness..

Dearie was the 1st person who wished mi happy bday on the very day itself.. 00:02am.. Whee~ But Yuanfeng was the very 1st one lar.. Same same la.. got sincere can le.. =) But thanks to those who bought mi prezzies.. Or wished mi happy birthday.. Lurve u guys loads.. =p

Had lessons.. Boring still.. Got POA test today.. Then tt stupid Jia Liang and Joel.. keep making fun of mi.. "Your birthday today ah.. wan present anot.. MR NGIAN.. GIVE HER A HAMPER!".. lOl.. they keep shouting lorh.. luckily Mr Ngian half-deaf de.. Cant hear.. But was making mi laugh.. Thx ppl.. Then tt "clever" bro; Mr Yuanfeng.. Stuffed bubbles gums into my pencil case.. and the moment I open my pencil case.. Is as if i own a thousand bubble gums.. LOL.. Had POA test.. And I'm gonna flunk.. Deep shit.. And everyday he is giving hmk.. Shit him to the core.. -___- Then PC lesson.. Hassena's voice was the most outstanding one when Ms Chan ask about who's bday is in Aug.. Haha.. Make mi so paisei.. =p

Immediately after sch.. Rushed off back home again.. Alone.. Went to buy porridge for tt sick sis.. Then got changed.. And went off.. Met dearie at Tiong.. And something LMAO.. Got one old granny.. Hot-tempered.. She was squatting on one corner.. Cursing loudly at the ticket Office lady.. Cause the 2 ladies were Malays.. Then tt granny speaks Dialect.. And tt lady doesnt understand wat she toking.. And tt old granny cursed her.. Passerbys looking at tt granny.. which includes mi la.. But is real funny.. haha! Dearie bought mi tt bilabong bag.. =)) Lol.. Best bday prezzie.. =D Headed down to city hall and went to Suntec.. Went Marche.. Ate till damn full.. until my stomach is bloated.. lol.. Then dearie bought mi a strawberry shortcake.. Heart-shaped de.. Nice nice.. Hee.. Muacks.. Love u.. Went bugis to take pics.. Then went home le.. Was pretty tired.. Zzz..

Still got maths test tmr.. Sians.. Gotta study le.. Shall update another day.. Miss euu ppl.. Take kaire!

2005-08-15T19:46:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. I'm hyper.. I'm over the moon.. I'm crazy.. I'm "high".. =DD~

1st of all.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ONE AND ONLY MR SEOW YIHAO.. The guy of my life.. Happy 17th birthday.. May all ur dreams come true.. alright? And do well in ur exams.. Play hard.. Study hard.. I love you more as the days pass.. *Hugs*

Today lessons were boring.. Then after sch actually needa stay back and mark POA paper.. But i'm rushing for time.. So pretty nice Meifang helped mi.. Thanks darling! Then rushed home alone.. Got changed.. Then meet dearie around 4.. He had his prelims today.. Then headed down to town-Somerset.. Went for our lunch.. Was deciding between Marchie or Swensens.. In the end.. We went for Swensens.. I had my pasta.. And he got himself a baked rice.. Then finish liao.. Ordered our ice-cream.. EARTHQUAKE!! Ahhh!! Jus the 2 of us and we managed to gobble up 8 scoops of ice-cream.. But tt swensens.. Alot of flavour aso dun haf.. Then tt waitress nice enough.. Gave us those special ones.. Tee-hee.. Then chit-chatted while eating.. Laughed about lots of things.. And childish us.. smashed whip-cream on his nose.. wahaha.. =x Had a great lunch at Swensens.. Then went to Heeren.. Walked walked.. Took photos.. My "macho" lao gong.. LOL~ Lmao` Went home after tt.. Couldnt hang out till late cause his prelims.. But anyway.. Tmr gonna haf another celebration.. Cause....

In less then 5 hrs.. Is gonna be MY BIRTHDAY!! Whee~~ =DDD

2005-08-09T22:08:00.000-07:00

I miss my sec 1 and 2 class.. I miss the sec 3 camp.. I miss the chalet.. awww.. =( God.. Bring mi back to the past..

2005-08-08T22:30:00.000-07:00

Continued from ytd's post.. After the camp.. Took a cab back home with mich.. Then rested awhile.. Packed my stuffs.. Left hse again around 3 plus.. Chalet!! =)) The day which i looked forward since January..

Went to dear's hse to find him.. Then around 4 plus lidat.. Song's mum fetch us to pasir ris.. Yipee.. Chatted along the way.. Was pretty excited.. Then song said that the BBQ was postponed to Saturday.. Rang the peeps us to tell them.. Some were sleeping.. haha.. Reached there.. Checked in.. Slept on the bed.. Then aso msging Mayson.. He's so shy.. Hee.. Then roamed around the place.. Dear de friends came.. Then they played PS.. I slping.. =p Real tired.. Then had dinner and continue to slp..

Then 2nd day.. Suppose to wake up @ 5.30.. But i overslept till 6.20.. Wah.. Took a cab down to Kallang.. Dear pei mi.. Thx dar.. Then had 9 games.. Lost 1.. Tanglin.. But i'm glad that we won CTSS and SAC.. Then guess wad.. We made it to the 2nd round and got 1st position in our grouping.. Yeah! Outram netball rox~ =D Went off around 12 plus.. Back to the chalet.. Got a shower.. Dear's sisters reached.. Then play play.. More and more ppl reached.. Then start the bbq.. Then netball char bo reached around 7 plus.. Then after tt.. Rang up sheldon they all.. they were at escape celebrating Tracy's bday.. Happy birthday gal.. Then mich and belinda reached around 8 plus.. There were like 20 of us.. Wah.. Still crazy over the sec 3 camp.. Singing and cheering.. woo.. U guys rock my sock..!

Today is national day celebration.. Ended around 10 plus.. Went off to tiong for movie with dearie.. "Charlie and the chocolate factory" Nice show.. Recommended.. Then went dear hse.. Went makan then back home.. Dunno why damn tired.. Slept for the whole evening.. Then now still yawning away..

To Meifang and Shuyun: Know that u gurls are still brooding over the matter.. Hmm.. I got no right to tell u wat to do.. Cause eventually.. I guess my tears will roll down as well because of guys.. I haf to admit.. I couldnt deny.. It really breaks someone's heart to see the guys u loved out there being wild and yet gurls are crying.. I can comfort ppl.. But in the end.. It will be my turn being comforted.. I hoped not.. I always say gurls are the silly ones to cry and whine over guys.. I'm aso one of the silly one.. Jus cheer up dudes.. Everything gonna be fine after awhile.. =)

To Mayson: Bro sehs.. U must jia you okie? I'll support u no matter wad it takes.. Got anything can come find mi.. I'm ur love consultant eh? Bleahs.. x)

To the best bro in my life.. Yuan feng.. Thx alot for being there for mi.. A pair of good listening ears.. I'll nvr forget u.. Got anything aso must come find mi..

And lastly.. The most important person to me.. Seow YiHao.. Prelims are coming.. Must jia you.. okie? We must graduate tgt no matter wad will become of us in the future.. k? I'll be there for u.. Jus like last yr.. Sry to disappoint u once and over again.. Anyway.. Studies come first.. All the way.. I love euu..

Hmm.. Why does this entry seems like the last words before i die..? LOL..

2005-08-07T22:20:00.000-07:00

woO laa.. Here to update my blog again.. Had a wonderful time spent from wednesday till today.. =DD~

Wednesday: 1st day of camp.. Early morning went to the parade square and gathered.. After assembly then went to hall for some team games and debriefing.. My group trainer is MAI.. she's friendly.. =) I was in group 10 and the onli close buddy i haf in tt group is HuiXian.. Luckily most of the time we combined with group 9 to do activities.. There got more ppl i'm close with.. Left and set off to the campsite around 11.. Had our lunch.. And our 1st activity for the day was Kayaking.. Woo-sah..! Did not wan to get into the water initially.. But then ended up wet.. All thx to the particular 4 of dem.. I gonna take revenge.. LOL.. Then went for the outdoor activities.. Climbing over the wall.. -_-".. Then go for another activity.. Then around evening jiu had our dinner.. And the most exciting event.. Night-hike.. Walked a distance over to near the beach there.. No torches.. Nothing is to be brought.. Then must be v silent.. If kana caught even whispering.. Gonna got punishment.. Then went we gathered there and waited for our turn.. Mi.. Huixian.. Yuanfeng and Mayson sat tgt.. Then at 1st all squatting.. in the end all leg cramp.. Huixian stubborn dun wan sit.. in the end her leg v painful.. So we asked the trainer to let us go 1st.. The 4 of us team up.. Hee.. But Mayson and Huixian walked quite in front..Yuanfeng and I walked behind.. Chatted along the way.. Yuanfeng and Mayson are my heroes.. haa.. Walked bout 20 mins.. Was real dark.. I almost slipped along the way.. Luckily got Yuanfeng.. If not i'll be full of mud.. Then went back to the campsite.. Had our song session.. They taught us wat songs to sing during the campfire.. Then the 4 of us sat behind.. With kenny and gang.. We never sing.. instead we made fun of the songs and shouted here and dere.. Then kenny kanna caught to go infront to demo.. =p Then shower time.. Supper and debrief time.. Lights off.. Did not wan to slp de.. But Jane scolded those who talked.. So my bunk was silent.. So mi slowly doze off.. Some guys came over for a chit-chat.. But i was asleep.. zZz..

Thursday: Woke up pretty early.. Went for breakfast then went to climb rock wall.. But it rained.. Yipee.. Cause i dont really wanna climb.. My ankle hurts.. Then went indoor.. Shorter height.. Didnt wan to climb initially but cause Moonjun keep ask mi to pei him climb.. So pei lorh.. But who knows he went up 1st before mi.. HumphS.. Then combine with group 9 again.. Played some games.. Did some cheering.. Didnt have the mood at 1st.. Hais.. But then tt stupid yuanfeng and mayson keep make mi laugh.. So felt better.. Then went for Flying Fox.. Wah.. I damn scared sia.. Leg trembling.. Then ppl below mi keep shouting jia you and encouraged mi.. Then Damien Ho asked mi to shout.. Then he demo.. I scared then suddenly jump down.. LOL.. Veri fast lorh.. But reached the ground v soon.. Then went off to gather.. Played some team-building games.. Then gathered for preparation of campfire.. Leslie keep complaining of playing high elements.. haha.. Then dinner time.. After tt.. Went off to the field there for campfire.. Group 9 and 10 combined to perform.. Haha.. We rox.. Kenny's gang rox.. Our side was the most wild de.. and "high".. Then around 10 plus jiu went for shower.. Then supper and lights off.. Yuanfeng and Mayson wanna come over to tok tok de.. But in the end all the boys kana punish in the middle of the night.. so they dont dare come liao.. I dozed off after tt.. zZz..

Friday: Had morning stretches.. Breakfast.. Then went for area cleaning.. Did not do anything.. Walked around and played.. Then gathered at the MPH.. was supposed to have reflections and stuffs de.. But all of us too high.. Didnt stop cheering and screaming.. So the trainers let us be.. In the end.. Each group went on stage to cheer.. Group 9 and 10 combined again.. =)) Then we di siao other ppl.. Mi.. Wanni.. Mayson and yuanfeng and Zhao Kai's gang screamed like siao.. BUt fun.. Left the campsite around 11 plus.. Didnt bear to.. Damn sad when leaving.. Hais.. Time flies so fast.. If onli time turn back to the 1st day of camp..

Special thx to the ppl who took care of mi during the camp.. Huixian.. Yuanfeng.. Mayson.. Ezekiel.. Sec 3 guys rox! If not for u peeps.. It wouldnt be fun!!

And thx for all the screaming.. I've lost my voice.. =__=

2005-07-30T11:23:00.000-07:00

It has been such a long time since i last blogged.. many things happened.. sigh sigh sigh..

The 1st word i'm gonna mentioned here is STRESS.. Things are not well for mi once again.. I'm struggling very hard for everything.. Relationship.. Studies.. Netball.. and *her.. I'm tired.. simply restless.. Tok bout studies 1st.. I'm trying very hard to focus in class.. especially during chem.. I really got no idea wat the hell is she teaching.. And i'm wondering how can MOE allows a MALAYSIAN teacher who is sux at speaking english come to outram to teach.. She sux.. And amazingly.. 2 people passed chem.. 35 failed.. Well done.. Need not mentioned.. I'm the one belongs to the 37.. Haha! And she's our new form teacher and Mr ngian our co-form teacher.. "FANTASTIC".. I'm still wondering whether i can take it.. And sitting arragement.. Okie.. I'm happy with my sitting arrangement cause i can focus better and i haf nobody to tok to in class.. Siti is far away from mi.. I'm now sitting in between of 2 guys.. Ki yeow and Clement.. God bless mi..

Next is netball.. The carnival is coming.. I'm pretty stressed bout this.. I'm still learning how to be a good GA.. I don't wanna let the team down.. I'll jus brush up my shooting skills and my passes.. My "soul of lop" has left my body already.. I'll haf to train hard.. Stress stress stress..

The carnival is on the 2nd day of my chalet.. Makes mi dulan.. and guilty.. I'm sorry..

Now tok bout relationship.. Things are fine between us.. Exams are coming.. I'm jus haf to let go abit.. Lesser talking.. Lesser meeting.. Thou i'll feel neglected somehow.. But i jus wan dearie to do good for his exams..

I'm with u always.. I love you..

Now to the last part of my stressing topic.. She's giving mi an impression tt she is gonna gif up.. I can onli visit her once a week.. I'm worried.. scared.. There's nth i can do.. I can onli be by her side.. taking care of her.. I jus wan her to recover.. Nothing else..

This year hasnt been a good yr for mi.. I can climb high up.. Yet in the end i'll fall.. I'll cry in my sleep.. I'll cry out of nowhere.. I'm scared.. My life is in a total piece of darkness.. I'm grateful to haf friends around mi.. Michelle.. Siti.. Meifang.. thx loads fer being there for mi.. I'll nvr forget u guys..

I shall end here.. Will update asap.. I suppose..

2005-07-17T09:26:00.000-07:00

Boring.. Weekends suck.. With plenty of hmk to complete.. And NO going out.. wtf.. I'm bored to death at home.. and is ALONE!

Friday as usual.. Went to school.. But haf to face somebody's fcuking attitude.. watever~ After school didnt have training.. But went to parade ground and had a debrief by Mr tey.. After tt we went to the stairs and discuss bout everything under the sun related to "netball".. Ended around 2.30.. Then wait for dear to finish his soccer.. Then went to market for lunch with him and soohan.. Then song joined us after tt.. Went home around 4.. *Stomach hurts* arghh.. =(

I'm not ur venting anger machine.. Dun treat mi like one.. U know whu u r.. I need not mention.. Anyway.. I'm not gotta spoil my mood because of u.. who cares anyway~

Saturday was a boring day for mi.. Done some POA work.. Then slack at home.. Still left much work undone.. Sians.. Actually wan meet dear go settle some stuffs.. In the end.. Not allowed.. Damn..

WEnt home after dinner around 9 plus.. Called kor and happened to know some stuffs.. Is just unbelievable.. Hope that his ears are lying to him.. Hais..

Guys are the ones who go around flirting with gals and jio them if she's the one he loves.. But when he got it.. Why are the gals the one crying and dropping tears because of guys? Gurls are the ones who are softer and emotional.. But guys are idiots who hurt gurls.. I cant get it.. Guys are the selfish one..

2005-07-14T20:58:00.000-07:00

Super duper long never blog liao.. Sorry again to readers.. But just to tell u peeps tt i'll blog mostly during the weekends bah.. Weekdays must study le.. =/ It has been many days.. Quite a number of things happened.. Cant recall at this moment..

Had trainings for the past few alternate days lors.. Fun.. But tough.. Then actually ytd got a game vs CHS.. Initially we thought we were playing against Cedars.. But then reached there liao.. The umpire says is not cedars.. Is Catholic Girls High.. Wad rubbish! Is there such a school? So at last it was confirmed that we're playing against Changi General Hospital..-__-" We waited and waited.. They did not turn up.. Is a walkover game.. Oh fuck.. Put us aeroplane.. And is a wasted trip down.. Nurses big lar?! arghh.. Went home with mich after tt.. I wanna go shopping.. But still needa save money.. ahh..! Then halfway thru the journey.. tears came down again.. sobs..

I really got no idea wad i'm thinking about.. Perhaps as the time goes by.. I'll understand..

My memory SUCKS! I repeat.. SUCKS.. Is getting from the bad to worst and to the worst of the worst.. I swear i'm not putting up an act.. But i really cant remember wat did i do for the past few days or where did i go.. I need to crack my head real hard and think before i cant remember.. I'm pushing myself to recall.. If one day i forget all ur names.. Dun blame mi.. I dunch wan it either.. =(

School is kinda boring.. I dun understand Chemistry and POA and bio now.. Is not tt i didnt focus.. But i dunno wad the fcuking teacher is teaching.. Especially tt CHAN! I still miss Mrs Law to teach Chem.. Not monotone.. Not depending on laptop.. BOOS to tt teacher, Ms Chan~

Hmm.. Shall update again other day.. Tml will be a better day? Hope so.. =)

2005-07-03T15:54:00.000-07:00

Had an enjoyable day ytd.. Went off with sis tgt to Bugis around 5 plus.. She meet her friend and i met dear and his cousin.. Bugis is real crowded during weekends.. zzZ.. Somemore got tt stupid food fest.. his cousin suggested eating Swensens.. So asked my sis and her friend to join us.. Had "earthquake".. yUmmiEs..

After tt.. Song and han came to meet us but left very early.. Hais.. Then actually i going home liao.. But then settled.. So roamed around with dear and his cousin.. Walked walked at Bugis village.. Then wanted to play pool.. But then alot of ppl.. Then we played arcade lorh.. Laugh till pengs.. Then walked to PS.. gai gai awhile.. Then go K-box.. They play.. I slp.. BleaHs.. =p

Then very late liao.. Sis finish tution.. We took bus 7 down to bugis and meet her again.. Damn jam.. Then headed off to haf "carrot cake".. Full full.. Wee wee keep cracking jokes.. hahahaha.. Then reached home nearly 12am.. Going out soon..

Tonight is Daryl's bday.. And not to left out.. WEN QI~!! Happy Birthday nOrhs`

My lubb fer eu will never fade.. 3-3-4-4.. [260804]

2005-07-01T20:46:00.000-07:00

Wah.. damn long nvr blog liao.. Have been busy with homework and so tired everyday.. Dont feel like blogging.. So may update lesser as time goes by.. Sorry readers..

Had a bbq session at my aunt hse last friday night.. Was so lonely.. Dear busy with his stuff.. but i ate alot.. Mood not good.. zZz..

Sunday was 26th.. Is mi and dear de dunno hw many months.. Met outside.. Went to buy some stuffs.. My school shoes as well.. Dunno which freaking sicko again.. stead shoes.. and even my cheap SCHOOL SHOES aso wan steal.. curse tt person till the ass drops.. Dear bought mi something.. I'm guilty.. Nothing in return.. But had an enjoyable day.. Hee.. =DD~~

MOnday was the 1st day of school.. Sians.. Damn tired.. Couldnt wake up.. I'm almost dragging myself to wake up every morning.. wtf.. even 3 alarms aso cant wake mi up.. lOl.. Then reading period read with 1/2 eyes closed.. Boring lessons jiu feel like slping.. cant focus.. Wah.. Continue lidat.. I'm gonna fail my exams..

ZhiGuang is getting pissed off already.. Is either i slp during his lessons or i didnt pay attention.. Till now i aso no textbk.. =x Haha.. He hit mi with his bk today.. Teacher hit student.. I'm gonna report to police.. humPhS!

Wednesday had netball photo-taking.. Hope the photos turn out well.. Not like last time.. Stupid morons.. haas.. Then during the night.. Had game vs dunamis.. Is a club of adults.. Fought damn hard.. But still lost by 9 goals i think.. Was super disappointed.. sIgh.. sOb.. ='( Reached home around 10 plus cause got transport.. Then had a bath and went to slp.. Tired..

Thu morning damn damn tired.. doze off during reading period.. Slpt in zhiguang's lesson thru the 2 lessons.. Then PE time no energy to do physical.. Mr Ho let mi off.. He's a nice guy.. Left the school at 11 cause got Dental.. The dentist tighten my braces.. Pain.. awww.. =((

Today had lessons as usual.. The Chem teacher was nice.. Christopher they all kbkp.. Then bluff her say nvr eat.. Then she gave us another recess.. So we went for 2 recesses.. hahaha.. Had CIP after school today.. Dear and han couldnt get their hp back cause OM didnt come to sch today.. fcuk.. Cant contact dear over the weekends.. WEnt to clementi to distribute the flyers.. tired sia.. Grouped with Siti.. Ying tong.. Ki yeow.. Hans.. Finished everything around 4.. Then went to dear hse to look for him.. Left around 5 plus..

Sians.. School reopen.. Boring.. Sux.. arghh..

2005-06-23T23:57:00.000-07:00

WOO! INITIAL D RAWKS!! =DD~~

Woke up around 10 plus.. Then slack till afternoon.. Then started to do my homework.. Left abit more.. Hee.. =) Then settled with dear bout the movie thing.. In the end.. His "fussy" cousin finally decided to come tiong and watch with us.. Dear bought the 6.40 time slot at Tiong.. Then mi.. my sis.. dear and his cousin met around 6.30.. Then entered the cinema..

The show ROX! Jay rawks! Edison rawks! Okie.. Let mi calm down 1st.. hmm.. That show is damn funny.. best show ever.. I was laughing from starting to ending.. LOL.. This show rox! RECOMMENDED~!! =pp

After the show.. Around 9.. Then 4 of us went to Griller and had our dinner.. Then around 10 lidat jiu go home le.. =)

I onli idolise them.. I dun love them.. =))

2005-06-21T23:55:00.000-07:00

IDITIAL D.. I'M GONNA CATCH IT..

Woke up around 11 plus.. Got bathed and then took a train down to Tiong to meet peisi and Meifang.. Went to KFC for my lunch and then headed towards fang's hse to do the project.. Almost completed anyway.. Hee..

Then around 4 lidat jiu took a train down to somerset.. Went to Heeren to meet my sis.. Shopped around.. Roamed around.. Then slowly strolled to Shaw House and waited for the stars to come.. wahaha.. =ppp Waited for quite long.. Luckily the weather isnt bad.. As in damn sunny or raining.. Phew.. Then around 7.. The 93.3 dee-jays came and then did a intro.. Around 7.35 lidat.. Edison came 1st.. Then shawn came in 3rd.. and haha.. My Jay.. Our Jay.. Came last!! Omg.. He's like so cute.. He smiled.. He waved.. OMG.. And can anyone imagined my stupid and fat sis climbed all the way on the power generator to get a few shots of him.. LOL.. Then the guys behind us aso Climbed on the gate.. And it collasped.. LOL.. Everyone got so wild when Jay reached.. It's v clear that most of the fans there went to support Jay.. The screams are louder.. The flashes from the cameras were more.. And the girls ran in to Isetan when Jay left and yelled their asses off.. My sis followed.. She's one of the ass anyway.. =x

Hope the photos turned out well.. Hees.. =))

After that event.. Mi and my sis ran.. Not to follow Jay.. But to Cini to meet dear.. He waited for sooo long.. aww.. I'm sorry.. vv sorry.. Then we went to Pastamania and had our late dinner.. He and my sis were talking bout O and N lvl.. I got no topic~! But he love to disturb my sis.. Irritate i mean.. haha..

Went home around 10 plus.. Reached home at 10.55.. Enjoyed myself today.. There's no training tml.. Gonna complete my work.. Dear got work and outing tmr.. sians.. I'm gonna be alone again.. =(

2005-06-19T21:21:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. Jus got home.. Then nth to do so decided to blog bahs..

Ytd woke up quite late.. Then slack awhile jiu got changed and went to Tiong to meet dear.. We went to study nearby his hse there.. Did my maths and english.. Almost completed.. Hee.. Then till 4 plus.. Jiu went off to Bukit Merah to pei him get his comics from his friend.. Had noodles b4 that.. Then took a bus again to Queensway.. Walk around.. Then around 6 plus jiu go home le..

Along the journey.. He asked mi some questions.. I'm tramatised.. Sigh..

Got home.. Papa sent sis to tution.. Then he went to Wedding dinner.. Bro went to relative hse and stay.. LEft mi and mummy at home.. Slacked till 10 plus.. Damn tired.. Went to zzz..

Today woke up quite early.. 12 lidat jiu go to Bukit Gombak for the Family day thingy.. Lame.. Waste of my time.. Somemore the weather is soo hot and i dun even wan to play those games.. -__- After tt went to *her hse.. She was sleeping at 1st.. then everyone was there.. The lil kids too.. =) Then i guess they were too noisy then woke her up.. There got cake to celebrate father's day.. I felt guilty.. I felt sad.. Everyone was enjoying and eating feast.. But she was in pain.. sigh.. I'm real heart-broken this time round.. ='( Around 5 plus.. Went over to June jie's new hse and see how's the renovation going on.. Then headed on to grandma's hse for a light dinner..

Tmr having a friendly match vs KCP and game vs AI.. Hope we can win both.. =p

I miss u..

2005-06-17T23:08:00.000-07:00

I'm tired.. Yawns.. And i'm freaking bored.. Alone at home.. sians.. I hate the feeling of being lonely..

Woke up in the early morning and found that everyone has gone out.. Left mi at home.. So i called up michelle and she was at tiong doing her POA with belinda and ying yao.. So i decided to meet her.. Travelled all the way to tiong and stared at the blank space.. -__- Dear was in school doing his POA.. then he got work at 1.. So cant meet him.. Onli went to meet him for awhile.. Real while..

After that.. Mi.. Mich.. Jermaine and meifang took a cab down to school for our training.. No physical.. Did some new drills.. Fun! haha.. Then today Mr tey focused more on attackers.. Hmm.. Not bad la.. Can see that everyone has slight improvement.. I'm glad.. =)) And training was short again.. ended at 5.. Then went tiong for my dinner with the usual makan-kahkies.. lOl.. Then took a bus back home with mich.. Chatted lots of things with her.. Discussing bout our friendship and the people around us.. I guess is time for mi reflect about everything.. Anyway.. I guess the bond between the 9 of us is gonna break sooner or later.. Sad to say.. Hypocrites!

Reached home around 8 plus.. Tired.. Chatted with a stupid lamer.. Waiting for darl to finish work as well..

To the fat sister of mine " I know u'll be reading this.. Initial D..? Wan mi pei u..? U better dun be nasty to mi..! hUmPhs! "

Lonely.. I'm so lonely..

2005-06-16T12:17:00.000-07:00

Boring Boring Boring.. holidays are soon to end but i'm still rotting and homework onli done not much.. zzz.. Few days nvr blog.. Lazy and busy.. -___-

Had trainings for the past few days.. Tough but fun.. Tried playing as shooter on mon cause Germaine wasnt around.. Fun.. haha.. Monday was lydia's birthday.. And we sang song for her.. But b4 tt we had teamtalk.. Is bout the way we treated our seniors.. Hmm.. Guilty.. sians.. Then asked the sec 2s to reflect.. Hope they do so.. I dunch wanna repeat.. Is kinda boring..

Tuesday went to Raffles Link to study.. Did my english homework.. But it is so difficult.. sian 1/2.. Still got the fcuking SS and chinese project.. No idea of how to get the ball rolling..

Was unwell ytd night.. Slept v early.. Woke up pretty late today.. Was rather disappointed.. I cried in bed.. sigh..

Bored is the word.. =(

2005-06-12T23:23:00.000-07:00

Back after a long day.. Woke up late today.. had breakfast.. Then mummy & daddy went to M'sia.. Sis went to chuch.. Left mi and my bro at home.. Then rot..

Around 1 plus.. Aunt came and fetch us to go see the PCK musical thingy.. The show average la.. Some parts quite stupid.. I doze off halfway thru the show.. =x Then The seating arrangement aso sux.. The stage is at our left side while our seats is facing the front.. So our heads haf to turn to the left.. Aching.. lOl..

After tt went to ah ma hse.. Waiting for dinner.. Then went all the way to Ang Mo Kio.. eww.. The food sux.. humphS.. Nvr ate much.. Then went back to ah ma hse again.. Wait fer mummy and daddy to come back and pick us home..

Did some homework.. There's biology lesson tmr.. 5 HRS! wtf.. -___-" Then after tt got training.. Tmr gonna be a long and tiring day.. sIans..

I mish dear wor.. He jus came back.. Then tmr working.. Can meet jiu hao.. =) Lubb u.. U're my oxygen.. Cant live without..

2005-06-11T22:26:00.000-07:00

Few days nvr blog liaos.. Got happy and sad things happen.. Tok bout the sad thing 1st.. We lost the game against eastspring.. wtf.. They not strong de lorh.. But i guess everyone has no confidence.. Gonna buck up for the next 2 games.. Hurt my finger.. bloody freak.. Play so rough.. arghh.. Then saw flasher.. zZz.. Curse his whole family..

Rather didnt enjoy the chalet much.. Nvr go to wild wild wet cause many of them not enough of money.. Zzz.. Then cant go because of them.. Then turn the chalet upside down.. Pillows and blankets everywhere.. And is more like a gambling den.. -_-" I left on the 2nd day.. Heard from Jermaine that the sec 2s kanna scolding from Ms huda.. Hais.. They deserve it anyway.. Hope they learnt their lesson..

Went for the bbq at eastcoast.. The stars so nice..!! Then aso v windy.. Sat at the beach there for hrs.. Then around 10 plus jiu go home le.. Dropped my wallet and i onli realised it when i was in the bus.. Luckily Ling Way found it and the next day Guo Long returned to mi.. =))

Thanks Dear.. Ling Way.. Guo Long.. =))

Then on fri.. Went to tiong to complete my POA.. Damn.. So difficult lorh.. Then discuss with belinda they all.. haa.. Then went to school to hand it in.. Then took a train to meet my siblings and aunt.. Went Lot 1 den went to IMM.. Ate burger kIng.. Chatted with Daddy in the car.. LMAO~ =p Went to aunt hse after tt.. Booked the tennis court but somehow there's onli one racket.. -_-" Then rot at there.. Watched a ghost show.. Horror.. then went swimming and came back to haf steamboat.. Aunt prepared.. Yummies.. =) Went home at 1am..

Had a long sleep till today 11 plus.. Went to visit *her in the noon.. Went to ate KFC b4 tt.. I haf a phobia against chicken now.. lOl.. She's recovering.. hee.. Went home around 6.. Had dinner opp Great World then came back home.. Tiring day.. sIans..

Tmr going for the PCK musical thingy.. Dun look forward to it cause i dun enjoy musical.. watever~ Anyway is free tickets..

Dear went back to Malaysia.. He's suppose to come back today.. siaNs.. =(

2005-06-07T22:53:00.000-07:00

Sians.. Ytd got game vs dunno a sch call wad.. zZz.. We lost.. haIs.. Fought v hard lorh.. Tried our best.. We played well for the last quarter.. Mr tey comforted us.. =) There's a game tmr.. Must WIN! Oh yea.. Tmr got netball chalet.. Looking forward to it.. haha.. But gonna leave on the 2nd day le.. Shall enjoy myself to the fullest..

Been rotting these few days again.. as usual.. But got study abit.. better than nothing.. ha!

Nothing must to post.. Shall post when i'm back..

"I onli wan euu.. Dunch wanna history to repeat itself.. Yet i dun wann to climb high up.. and fall againn.. Badd experience.. I lubb eww.."

2005-06-05T13:04:00.000-07:00

I'm slacking.. r0tting.. procrastinating.. watever~

Holidays are so boring now.. No programmes.. No outing.. Everyday stay at home facing the 4 walls.. Meaningful holiday.. isnt it? Zzz.. Went to visit the doctor jus now.. To consult bout my leg.. 2 weeks ltr i have to go for a check up again.. Oh ya.. I haben even fix an appointment date for my braces.. haha. =p

I don understand at all.. I jus feel u are biased against mi.. And seriously.. Why dont u face the mirror and do some reflections before u comment bout other ppl.. YES.. You are right! I'm childish.. I'm immatured in ur eyes.. But how many times haf i met u? Thrice.. And u think u haf the right to gif remarks bout mi? Who u are to mi..?! You said I didnt change.. But did u gif mi a chance or did u see mi recently? NO u didnt.. Then how u know i didnt change? I had enough of these stupid and nonsensical remarks.. Go ahead and curse mi.. I DONT GIF A DAMN ANYMORE..

I'm getting fcuked up bout this repeating comments..

2005-06-03T20:09:00.000-07:00

Finally find a nice and better skin than many others.. Now the web aso dun haf nice and sweet skin.. spent long time & finally found one.. =))

My parents are having a cold war.. sigh.. zzz.. Nothing to say cause i haf no right to do so.. But one day if i were to burst out everything.. I think things will worsen.. So i'll jus keep my mouth shut..

This holiday isnt a good holiday.. Time flies when we were in KL.. and now back to sg.. Everyday must go back to sch.. sians.. Next week having netball chalet.. Gonna enjoy myself.. wahaha.. =p

Had training today @ 2.. Played with tanglin.. Enjoyed playing with them.. Hee.. After that went home with dear.. Had a long chat at the stairs.. Finally got to know alot of things.. I'm happy.. =)

Nothing much to blog.. I'm exhausted.. zZz..

2005-06-01T23:58:00.000-07:00

Woo-haa.. Finally i'm back here blogging.. There's time for mi.. But i'm dead-beat.. zzz.. My onli wish now is to sleep long long..

Enjoy the KL trip loads.. All of us were crazy and "high" in hotel and in the coach.. It doesnt seems to be an educational trip.. But more to holiday.. In the middle of night.. Guys went out of the hotel to buy food to eat.. Then some of them were playing catching along the corridor of the hotel.. lOl.. dunno if anyone complain.. =x Then we gurls went to each and every guys room and purposely jump on their bed.. mess their room and ran out.. hahaha.. Mi even prank call ezekiel's room to ask him boil water and make milo.. Then faster karp the phone.. Then anyhow press doorbell.. I'm crazy.. nONO.. Not jus mi.. everyone of us.. lOl.. wahah.. Then sleep late at night.. V cold.. zZz.. Then sad to say.. There's not enough time for shopping.. =p And I gonna growing fatter.. 3 full meals at 8am..12pm and 5pm.. So damn full lorh.. Then at the 1st night.. MI and mich even call room service for supper.. haha.. The weather there was cold in the 1st day but hot in the 2nd day.. I got sunburnt and scald by the hot water while bathing.. lOl.. And i spent all the time sleeping in the coach and listening to discman.. The journey was long.. haha.. Nobody was listening to the tourguide when he was talking to us bout the landmarks.. haha.. awww.. soo sad.. I miss dear... hee.. Reached singapore ytd night @ 9 plus.. Meet dear and went for late dinner.. I'm getting fatter & fatter.. =x

Was practically so tired thou i slept along the journey.. Overslept today morning.. Luckily i wasnt late for maths.. buT anyway.. who cares.. Dun even intend to go.. Tmr still haf.. zZz.. Shld i go?? Went to watch madagascar in the noon with dear.. Funny and cute show.. The animals so cute.. haha.. *recommended*.. =DD went to LJS after tt.. Saw him.. zzz.. watever~

Had national league today at kallang at 8.30pm.. Was suppose to reach at 7.. I overslept till 5.. lOl.. Took a taxi down.. Then started game.. Was so dark.. But better than playing in the noon.. Played for 2 quarters.. Nice nice.. Enjoyed the game.. Haha.. Won Yishun.. 50-25.. Yeah.. Must do better for the next game..

Jia you Jia you jia you~!! =DD~~

PS: I hate M'sia toilets.. They stink like hell and dirty like shit.. zzz.. arghh..

2005-05-28T23:57:00.000-07:00

Going to KL tmr.. Sigh.. I'm gonna miss everyone.. miss dear.. Thou is for the 3 days.. But still.. If got a chance to let mi consider whether wanna go.. I would rather stay in singapore.. =(

Got home not long ago.. Finally packed finish my bag and stuffs.. Went to orchard de Hard Rock cafe.. Behind Orchard Forum.. zzz.. The food there considered lousy.. Atmosphere alittle too disturbing.. But the ppl singing.. Cool larss.. Anyway is to celebrate my cousin 19th bday..

Happy Birthday, Melvin Kor.. =))

Today had Parent-meeting session.. I expect my result slip to haf alot of red marks.. or rather a word FAILED.. but i didnt expect tt i can do tt well for my standard.. haas.. I'm proud of myself.. =p Ms Saw told my mum i'm abit pampered.. lOl.. But i'm outspoken.. wahaha.. Waited for shu wen after tt.. Mr Ooi alot of things to talk to his students.. Then mi.. Meifang and Shuwen jiu went to Tanglin for training.. Reached there around 11 plus.. Dots.. Afraid that they already finish training.. Heng heng that i still can enjoy playing fer 2 quarters.. Hee~ Look forward to another friendly match with tanglin.. I miss them ppl.. aww.. =))

After tt went to Dover to meet dear.. Went to singapore Poly to play basketball.. And is under the hot sun.. Know many friends.. Quite nice la.. Then tt guy came.. zZz.. My knight.. haha.. He's going to haf nightmare.. lOl`.. Then went to bath with the da jie.. hee.. Then headed to Orchard with all of them..

I'm so tanned.. My cheeks are red like an apple.. haa.. =x

Went to Cinileisure for Pastamania.. Along the orchard rd.. Got ppl gif out Free coke.. haa.. lOl.. my sis say expire de izzit? Dunno why they so good.. everyone has Coke in their hands.. Dear and the da jie got work.. Then they were almost late.. Then dear sent mi to control station.. I took a train then bus home.. Tired..

He gave mi his jacket and burn alot of disc for mi.. So nice.. hee.. I love u dear.. =D

2005-05-27T21:08:00.000-07:00

Finally.. I've waited for so long.. Everything paid off.. It's 26th again.. =)) I'm nvr gonna let go.. I love eu'u..

Today is the last day of sch.. happy eh.. Then actually got netball.. But cancelled.. So went out with dear.. Jermaine.. Soohan and Hansong.. Went to Tiong market for lunch.. Saw Jie ying and her friends.. Then saw Zhan hao.. haha.. Went to Tiong plaza after tt.. Wanted to watch Monster-in-law.. Han got something on then he went off.. so left 4 of us.. Then watched 1.30pm show.. Quite nice.. not bad la.. *recommended*
Then went walking around.. After tt mi and dear jiu take bus go Bras basah popular buy sth.. In the same bus with Desmond and Sihai.. lOl..

Tmr got parent meeting session.. After tt going for training bah.. Then going to SP bah.. Haben pack lagguage yet.. zZz.. tmr gonna be a busy day.. =))

I'm sorry.. I'll always stand by u.. Lubb euu..

2005-05-24T22:46:00.000-07:00

wth.. My blog is spoilt.. missing-uU.. aww.. so no choice.. change to this.. Siti think fer mi.. I ask her to use 1 word to describe mi.. *pampered*.. lOl.. Thx hor gurl.. =)

Today got IPW again.. 2 more days.. Presentation.. aww.. Today at least got do something.. nvr slack.. haha.. Not guilty anymore.. lOl.. But still v boring.. zzz..

After sch actually got briefing on the KL trip.. But cancelled.. Then went to haf lunch with hao and han.. At tiong.. Then we forgot to pay.. That aunty forgot to collect money from us.. OMG... But not our fault.. really forget.. =p

Nth much to tok about.. Tmr got training.. hee.. =))

*Thursday shld be a special day.. =)

2005-05-23T22:17:00.000-07:00

Jus got home.. Today is public holiday.. More programmes compared to ytd.. =)

Early in the morning had my breakfast.. Then started doing the IPW product.. At least i did.. Not so guilty for slacking.. haas.. Then did some household chores.. I'm e maid.. no choice.. watever.. Not gonna pissed off because of this.. Used to it.. In the afternoon.. around 3 plus.. Left house and went to Wild Wild Wet.. YipEe~ Initially not so looking forward.. But reached there liao so excited.. Got complimentary tickets.. Hee.. Mi.. my sister.. Bro.. Papa & daddy went there.. =)

1st visit there oh.. Then the lockers v special de.. Use computer de.. lOl.. Then all of us got changed.. Then the 1st thing we played is the Sky rider.. Hmm.. Paddling a "bicycle" on a monotrail high above.. V scared cause it seems like unbalance.. Then wan drop down lidat.. haha.. but still safe la.. Then after that.. went for the lazy pool thingy.. Saw a idiotic couple.. wtf.. Catching ppl attention.. zzz.. Then saw a hunk and babe..

THAT GUY IS SO HANDSOME!

But too bad he's attached.. aww.. lOl.. Find him familiar too like wad my sis says.. Think he appear in the magazine b4.. Then all of us went to play the Slide thing.. In a big round float.. For many ppl tgt de.. Then onli 4 of us playing.. Papa never play.. Then need 2 more in order to slide ma.. Damn high up oh.. Nervous.. Then in the end.. The guy and his gf came joined us.. 6 of us sat tgt and slided down.. wah.. Mi and my sis were like yelling our ass off.. The guy was hugging his gf.. aww.. lOl.. But got chance to play with him.. =pp

Then went for the current pool called "tsunami".. lOl.. Then played there.. See them both again.. aww.. Haa`s.. Then went to play water and slides.. Got 2 guys keep purposely spray water at mi.. -___-" arghh..

I had a great day.. Enjoyed myself tremendously.. =D

2005-05-22T22:07:00.000-07:00

Sians.. I'm procrastinating.. zZz.. Shld be doing the IPW research.. But i choose to slack.. wth.. Shall motivate myself tmr.. lOl.. I'm alone at home now.. Everyone else got their own programmes.. sIgh.. dead bored.. Wat a meaningful "weekend"..

Today is vesak day.. Early in the morning went to temple and pray.. Reluctant to wake up.. And gotta squeeze with those auntie.. -__-" No choice.. AFter tt went to *her hse and visit her.. Did i mention earlier on tt she's discharged..? After many months.. Hope that she has some improvements.. I miss her.. Saw the photos of her and her family.. She was smiling widely.. She was healthy.. But now.. hais.... Anyway.. She'll be fine.. God bless~ =)

Then got back home around 4 plus.. Doze off while watching tv.. So bored.. Then everyone left.. zzz..

I'm rotting.. =(

2005-05-20T22:20:00.000-07:00

I'm happy.delighted.elated at this very moment.. Shall not elaborate at all.. =p

Today was a fcuking day in school.. Got the stupid boring IPW.. But almost for the whole day went to comp lab.. Was supposed to do research.. But in the end I was playing around.. And toking to michelle.. Lol.. I am the leader of my group.. But i'm the one who is slacking.. wahhah.. But really damn bored lorh.. sians.. 3 more days to go.. zzz.. Today Dt keep come inside our class tok to us bout the case.. Pls be reasonable lar.. Dun act like a fool coming in to the class dunno any exact prob and the situation and start yelling and scolding ppl who are innocent.. oh fuck.. I'm not involved.. arghh.. Damn mad with some ppl.. Jus doesnt wan to admit mistakes.. And still got the courage to tok so much.. After school still haf to stay back in class.. Listen to mrs zou nagging and sarcastic remarks.. Then haf to write statement.. Is none of her business lorh.. arghh..

Didnt attend training today.. damn it.. The red spots on my feet is getting more and serious.. The itch is killing mi.. Went for lunch and went home immediately.. Applied some cream.. Getting better i suppose..

Mum is nagging at mi to accompany my bro to watch Star Wars tmr at 10am.. zzz.. I'm not interested and neither do i wan to watch with someone who may throw my face into the drain.. Shall see how it goes..

PS: Valerie darl.. When can we go swimming? It has been yrs.. lOl.. =p

I lubb *you.. =D

2005-05-19T21:13:00.000-07:00

Felt so tired.. Life in school SUCKS to the core now.. Tok bout my pathetic performance 1st..

Dunno why.. I expected to do v badly for my exams this time round.. But it happen to be the opposite way.. I passed everything.. Even my maths.. But still not satisfied.. I wan to do better the next time round.. Had my 2.4km run on tues.. 26 rounds around the sportshall.. Endured thru the run.. Something's running thru my mind at tt time.. considered it as a "motivation".. watever~ In the end.. Timing is 13.4.. And 2nd among the girls.. zZz.. Lastly.. bout my netball.. arGhh.. My stamina drops like dunno wat fcuking shit.. And my whole body is aching and cant even move properly.. Everything sux.. I'm disappointed with my performance..

Now tt exams are over.. I tot is time for relaxation.. But got tt wad IPW.. zzzz.. It's boring.. Damn it.. Doing project work.. With siti.. Revathie & hassena.. Was suppose to discuss bout it.. But all of us ended up sleeping or talking or playing.. And tt teacher dun gif a damn.. This gonna last for 5 days.. wth..

Today is the 1st day I played so wild ever since tt particular day.. But michelle was angry with dunno who.. Looks fierce.. Hais.. Mi and jermaine accompanied her to bus stop.. sOohan and hansong were waiting for us.. Then all of us took a bus down to tiong.. Had our lunch at LJS again.. saw tt gurl.. again.. After tt.. Went to the dunno where.. To pei them.. Mi and jermaine were chatting happily.. After awhile was raining cats and dogs.. zZz.. Then went to the shelter.. But ended up drenched as well.. Played till 5 plus.. The 2 of them went off.. Then the rest of us took 64.. Chatted lots of stuffs.. Enjoyed myself today.. Hope everyday is today.... =))

Holidays are coming.. Programmes are lining up.. Look forward to everything.. Hope things go smoothly.. =)

2005-05-15T12:46:00.000-07:00

I miss hIm~ I dreamt of him ytd ni9ht.. sigHs.. Can i haf him back? Missing him terribly loads.. ='(

2005-05-14T23:53:00.000-07:00

Woke up @ 10 today.. Ate my breakfast.. Then came online.. Do some household chores and then slack.. Sians.. Then decided to meet valerie darling and go shopping.. Met her at 1 plus.. Then headed down to orchard.. Went to Pacific Plaza 1st.. Saw some roxy and Bilabong stuffs.. But no money to buy.. lOl.. After tt.. Went to FarEasT walk walk.. Saw some shoes and clothes.. Nice nice.. BUt never buy.. But in the end bought a blouse.. Val chose de.. Not bad.. hmm.. Thx.. Then went to Heeren.. Bought a pair of flip-flops.. 12 dollars nia.. Walk around then saw mani nice stuffs lar.. Then went to Cini.. Had our lunch at a jap food court.. Not bad.. But not much appetite.. Didnt ate finish again.. waste of money.. haas.. Then Joacquim wanted to meet us.. Then mi and val took a bus down to bugis and meet her..

Was thinking of him thru the whole journey.. Tok to val lotsa things.. Hais.. Hope wat she tell mi is true lorh.. Went to seiyu.. Then Joacquim wanna buy present for a special bday boy in her heart.. =p So went to walk walk and see.. After tt.. She wan buy swimming costume for herself.. Then found out that mi and val had the same colour.. same design.. same size swimming costume.. LOL~ zzz.. After that went to a bilabong shop.. Then joaquim bought a shirt for the special him.. Hmm.. Quite nice.. Saw the wallet.... Hais.. Then went to addidas shop.. Saw Regan.. Jia Liang.. and Joel.. Their taste of dressing so weird.. haa`s.. Went to took neoprints.. Sweet~ Hee.. Then saw the bitch and her guy.. Dots.. watever.. Joacquim was hungry.. So went to KFC.. she had her lunch.. I'm watching.. Waiting for daddy to pick mi up as well..

Got back at ah ma hse around 7.. Watched tv.. Then doze off.. Till 10 plus.. Then went for supper at Telok Blangah market.. Ate something light.. Jus got home not long..

It's raining cats and dogs outside.. I miss u.. Very very badly.. Can i haf u back? Hais.. Waiting for the day to come.....

2005-05-13T19:21:00.000-07:00

Today was a bit better than yesterday.. But still.. sux.. zzz..

Early in the morning.. Dt kpkb again.. Then tok so long.. so hot.. sweating like mad.. Then after that.. Dismiss from parade ground.. Went to swimming pool.. arghh.. Found out that my whole class de gals all NOT swimming.. dots... So "united".. Wat a "good" class.. -___-" Left mi alone.. How am i gonna play with the guys..? zzz.. Then forget it.. Gave the letter to the watever mrs lui.. She's in-charge.. Not vivien saw.. sIans.. Then say say say.. Feel that she's always aiming mi.. wth.. Then ask mi gif her my mum number.. check whether the letter izzit real anot.. zzz.. I hate her to the core~ But then went to find mich and chatted with her.. haas.. Love talking to her.. dunno why.. =)

After that.. Got recess.. 1hr again.. haha.. Then saw him.. Stupid soo han.. keEp di siao mie.. But nth happen.. No appetite eat again.. sians.. See food will fan wei.. Then after recess.. went to DnT rm for movie- Spirit of the vengence? lOl.. Rawks man.. Already in a pitch dark rm.. But still cant see clearly.. Then the sound is in jap.. BUt heng got subtitle.. Then we all gals sitting on the table to watch.. toO-pid jIa liang say we're the 18 luo-han.. But awhile ltr mi and Siti went to the front of the comp.. and see it.. So clear and loud.. zzz.. Hmm.. The movie nice.. Much much better than ytd's.. V exciting.. V scary.. Bout a baby being aborted.. tHen throw inside a locker.. Then wanted to revenge.. haas.. Nice nice.. =)

Then after that thingy.. Went to AVA for a talk on mOney.. zzz.. Feel like slping.. But cannot.. aH lek in-charge.. Then again.. Jia liang & kenny di siao mi..

Kenny: Why u put braces ah?
Mi: Cause my teeth not nice..
Kenny: ASo not crooked ma..
Jia Liang: Ya lorh.. Put le so "guai"(strange)..
Kenny: B4 u put.. ur face already look "guai".. Now u put braces.. Even "guai"..
Jia liang: Then now u call "guai guai"..

Lol.. So in the AVA.. they were calling.. Where's guai guai? Guai guai leh? zzz... Then call mi cheryl guai.. haha.. -_-" Mi almost dozing off during the talk.. Then the stupid fat teacher ask mi go last row to sit.. crazy.. insane.. moron.. =x

Everything ended around 1.15.. Val msg mi..They were waiting for mi at the gate.. Then went with them to tiong.. Had our lunch at GrillEr.. Food not bad.. Quite nice.. Then were laughing so loudly.. Val keep di siao the waiter.. haas.. Actually wan watch movie with *they all de.. But then dun wan.. So mi.. mIchelle and val went to GWC..

Went to Montip.. Then bOught some things.. Walk walk around.. WEnt to mac and had some drinks.. Then got one guy.. V stupid.. Around 50 yrs old de.. He's wearing those type of construction worker de uniform.. Then v dirty.. eee.. But more funny is.. He got long hair.. Then he wore a cap.. And he used a plastic bag to tie his hair.. Dunno how he managed to do it.. LOL~ Then he was wearing a kinda look like science lab those kind of gogGles.. Imagine how he look like.. wahaha.. All of us look at him as if saw an alien.. So bad of us.. haha.. but still v funny.. =p

Went home with michelle.. Almost knocked down by 2 different vehicles within 10 mins.. So sway.. lOl.. Then mi toking to michelle.. Then accidentally my hand knocked a car de side-view mirror.. wah.. so pain.. lol.. Vehicles hate mi today..

Enjoyed myself today.. Because of u.. I regained back my true image.. =)

2005-05-12T23:14:00.000-07:00

Today can say a fun day.. but aso a sucking day.. Post exam activities sux..

Today early in the morning.. Dt in the hall.. kbkp.. early in the morning hear him shouting his ass off.. come on la.. we not kids la.. nt everything need u to shout here and there.. and pls.. we arent DEAF.. zzz.. But heng.. my shirt was tucked out.. luckily he nvr see.. ah bo kana stand at the stage.. paisei.. ahhs.. Then reading period as usual..

Then went to the rifle range or M-box.. watever it is to see movie.. I'm watching but dun even know wat's the title of the movie.. wahaha.. Then boring la.. slping.. Then playing.. di siao ppl.. lOl.. tHen went amphi theatre half way thru the movie.. Went for photo-taking..I think i look like an idiot.. Force myself to smile.. Dont think the photo will turn out well.. anyway.. I dun gif a damn.. After tt.. Got 1 hr recess.. But not feeling well.. No appetite.. zzz.. Then went for the freaking hall.. for 3 talks.. wth.. Feel like slping lorh.. Then backache.. arghh..

Then after tt.. Got nowhere to loiter.. MichElle went cut hair.. leave mi alone.. haha.. tHen jermaine called mi.. asked mi go play bowling with her.. LOL.. then after tt.. went with her and soo han to tiong and had long john.. Many things happen.. hAis.. feeling guilty.. dunno why.. zz.. Then i saw Jeffery again.. Haha.. He was behind mi at the escalator.. ahh... oh man~ Siti they all at thai express eating.. bo jio.. huMph.. haha..

Then actually wan go "soccer" with the 3 de.. But then sth happened.. shall not say much.. Then was at mac waiting and waiting.. Then val they all pei mi.. After tt.. Peter come in.. Di siao siao.. arghh.. Then around 5 plus.. Jiu take mrt go home le..

I'm glad that we dun look like strangers now.. At least we are giving each other a chance.. =)

2005-05-11T19:16:00.000-07:00

Exams finally ended.. Finally can relax and do watever i wan..

Got back my e-maths exam paper today.. Took a glance at my paper 1.. failed by one mark.. zZz.. beri scared will fail overall.. Then saw my paper 2.. passed by 1 mark.. so overall.. jus pass.. lOl.. but i'm contented.. Thou is like at the border line.. but at least i improved by not failing.. Then was like slacking in class for the whole of 3 periods.. dunno why the hell must wait for 1.45 then can dismiss.. sians.. so was like.. rotting & slacking from 11.15 to 1.45.. wth.. Then was msging him.. DT suddenly popped inside my class.. lIke ghost.. Heng i reacted fast.. or sure die.. But revathie poor thing.. discman kana consficated..

He's so gay~~

Went to hall to find michelle and gang.. They having their a-maths exam.. Then after tt.. Mi.. michelle and siti went to tiong for sakae.. Our promise.. Then was like.. sitting down there and chatting and laughing for more than 2 hrs.. anyway.. who cares? and then hor.. Saw this cute guy.. oh man.. Jeffery.. LOL~! He's the waiter.. and his smile melts my heart.. zzz.. lOl.. I'm day-dreaming.. I can nvr get to know him better or watever is it.. Jus find him friendly and nice.. =p Then v full.. went home with michelle.. Then I told her tt i'm getting fatter.. My stupid tummy is bunging out.. Then got one idiot or insane or moron.. Walked past mi.. Say " pregnant ah? How many months?" Wtf.. zzz.. Lamer ass.. watever! Chatted bout lotsa tings with michelle.. Hais.. Hope tt everything will turn out to be smoothly.. I cant take it anymore..

Had nvr enjoyed myself for a long time.. Or a good meal.. Will not forget today.. Look forward to another nice meal eh..

-Dun light my candle when there's wind.. It's pointless.. The flame will go off eventually..-

PS: Siti nur~ Dun ever think of snatching Jeffery away.. bLeahs.. He's mine.. LoL..

2005-05-10T17:20:00.000-07:00

Tmr gonna be the last paper.. And after tt.. I can start afresh and forget everything..

Recently v confused.. Dunno wat I'm thinking.. Dunno wat i'm doing.. Dunno whether is it correct anot.. Should i listen to all of u.. Or should i gif myself another chance again.. Hais.. I really dunno wat to do le.. Life's so bored now..

I'm jus putting on a fake front.. Is difficult.. I say i can.. But i cant.. I seems happy.. But my heart is aching..

Thx lingna for ur concern.. I'll follow wat u say..

I'm still missing euu..

2005-05-06T19:31:00.000-07:00

Jus feel like blogging out of a sudden.. Jus feel like throwing everything out of my heart.. Perhaps it will make mi feel better.. I suppose.. Still halfway thru the exams.. 3 more days to go.. And i will get back wat i wan.... This entry may sounds emotional or dead.. Sorry..

EVerything is gone.. I've regretted.. But everything is too late.. I lost the half of my world.. I lost the guy i'm truely in love with.. I lost my happiness and the motivation of living in this meaningless world.. It's all because of my stubborn attitude.. My over-concern.. My bad points.. Oh fuck.. I truely hate myself.. Till no limit....

I past the places we used to hang around.. I thought back.. Why dun i cherish u in the beginning? Why am i always thinking tt u will gif in to mi cause u love mi.. I'm wrong.. Very wrong.. This is the biggest mistake.. Never had i expect this will happen to both of us..? I always tot we will be like The prince & princess in Fairy tales.. Happy ending.. But fairy-tales are lies.. IT will never happen in reality.. I envy the couples around mi..

I heard it with my own ears.. I saw it with my own eyes.. But still.. I choose to believe u.. I choose not to let go.. I'm feeling so terrible.. But yet.... Everything is gone..

I wanted to change.. For u.. For the people around us.. But no chance.. U didnt gif mi chance to change now.. Even if so.. Will u know..? I'm still carrying a big fat hope of being back with u.. Everytime when u tell mi something that lights the candle in my heart.. And at tt v moment.. There will sure to be a gust of wind.. And it will be a total darkness again..

It hurts.. Terribly hurts.. I've regretted.. I've learn my lesson.. Why didnt i treasure u when we are together..? Why am i always avoiding the probs we faced..? I dunno.. I dunno wat I'm thinking..

Why is this happening to mi..? especially at this period of time..? I shouldnt be thinking of this.. I shld be concentrating on my exams.. I shld trust u.. Trust myself.. We'll be back together again..... I hope....

Thx To those people who are dere for mi whenever I am sad.. Thx for being dere for mi when i need all of u.. Thx for all of ur concern.. Soohan.. Hao's cousin.. Hansong.. Yuanfeng.. Zhihan.. Ki yeow.. Hans.. Michelle.. Valerie.. Siti.. Meifang.. Peisi.. Victoria.. Joacquim.. Jermaine.. I'll keep my promise.. I'll pick up.. It jus needs time..

Everything is jus a dream.. A good dream for mi.. With all memories.. For the past 8 months.. Now tt i've wake up.. I've to accept the reality..

No matter how long a wound takes to heal completely.. There would still be a scar..... But still....

I lubb e`uu..

2005-04-17T11:19:00.000-07:00

I'm slacking.. And midyr exams are round e corner.. pretty soOn.. bUt i still can jolly well relac.. sigh.. I dun haf self control.. I dont haf the right to reprimand anyone.. How i wish the agreement nvr come true.. I dun wan.. I dun wan tt stupid agreement between us.. no.. never.. =((

Probably this will be my last post b4 midyr.. Shall motivate myself to study..

I MUST WORK HARD!!!

Ytd was studying till late afternoon.. daddy returns from work.. after tt.. went to visit her.. Yipee~ Miss her loads loads.. Reached there around 6 plus.. The new maid was with her.. Then she was like.. oh man.. so young.. thinking whether can she manage.. Talked to *her.. she can understand.. or can recognise mi.. Then she wanted to go outside for a stroll.. hMm.. Then chatted awhile.. played with her.. Emotion feelings came again.. Thinking and thinking bout the past.. Almost cried out.. But i didnt.. I used to tok to her lidat as well.. Every year before exams.. She would encourage mi to strive harder.. But this yr... If onli she could ask mi to work harder.. =(( BUt nvm.. I would gif my best shot.. and show her my results.. =)

Went home around 8 plus.. Went to farrer park there to haf dinner.. I'm fat.. Looked up to the dark sky.. with stars shining.. Stars rox..! At that moment.. How i wish my loved ones can be with mi.. Dear went back to mac to collect something.. Then he reached home around 11 plus.. Chatted on the phone with him till nearly 1..

Thanks for letting mi understand the facts.. Thx for letting mi know everything u nvr had tell mi.. I love you~

Silly boy & silLy gal..... Compatible ma? =p

2005-04-15T23:57:00.000-07:00

haiS.. 1 week nvr blog.. life's getting boring.. sucking.. saddening.. lots of things happen this whole week.. but jus gonna tok bout today..

Had dental appointment @ 8.. to extract my 1 and onli baby tooth.. tt dentist was handsome.. but rough.. arghh.. extracting was not pain.. but after tt.. the to0-pid dentist wanna do scarring for mi.. then is like.. he poke the needles into my gums or watever it is.. then i taste blood.. then he started crapping bout wat by 11.. if blood continue.. go nearby SGH emergency department and do sumthing bout it.. -__-" but is real painful.. whole mouth got blood.. damn..

went back to schOol after tt.. reached around 9.20.. miSsed my chinese CA.. heard tt is diffcult.. everyone so shocked.. "eh.. cheryl.. u got come ah? u wont come "earlier" abit..? " lOl.. had lessonS as usual.. *teeth hurts* ='((

afTer sch got training.. not supposed to train.. but in the end i still train.. last training.. hack care.. basketball use sports hall.. parade square got interclass netball.. alot of things happen.. hais.. raining cats & dogs..

I hate bitches.. I hate slut.. I hate u.. jus *fcuk off..

After basketball use finish.. we use sports hall.. then got very short training.. after tt.. played 5 quarters of game.. 2 quarters serious trainin.. then the last 3 quarters.. we are free to choose any positions we wan play.. cause last training b4 midyr le ma.. 1st qurter i and emily play as shooters.. stupid adrian teo keep distract mi.. say wad 2 short shooters how to win.. lOl.. then the 2 quarters i be goal-keeper.. wahaha.. but intercept alot of balls.. *proud of myself* Enjoyed myself tremendously.. today training rox.. whee~

Tmr gonna go hospital.. mIss her.. wonder how is she..

Jus wanna let u know tt.. thou u wont be reading this.. I really hope tt u'll love mi a little more.. I dun understand why all these things are happening.. But why when i'm suffering.. u arent there for mi.. How i wish tt the words come out from ur mouth.. but it isnt.. a simple sentence touches my heart.. but nothing comes out from ur mouth.. I dun blame u.. or i dun wan to.. I'm soft-hearted.. i"ll be guilty.. Can u be dere for mi? Hais.. I'm crying.. I'm really crying.. ='(((

2005-04-09T21:52:00.000-07:00

siannss.. haben been bl0gging fer days le.. my blo9 is rotting.. my taggy-boaRd aso.. lOl.. mOod haven been good fer this past whole week.. heart-broken.. watever shit can be used to describe my feeLingS.. haiS.. ='(

Start with monday.. eaRly in the morNing.. saw dear at e gate.. then i suddEnly remember i forgot to brIng the tie.. wtf.. then almoSt late for schoOl.. reach the hall.. 1st bell ring.. no time borrow tie le.. t00-pid councilors.. tHen got to run at the gate dere.. round & round.. then saw soO han.. wahha.. he was late for sch.. then forget to bring tie aso.. SUAY! =x then he got those blur blur lOok.. so funni.. but henG he dere.. got someone accOmpany mie.. =) Then lessons as usual.. but den dunno why during CME lesson.. suddenly stomach vvv pain.. then feEl like v0miting.. tHen headache.. wtf.. then did not go for training.. si9h..

Tuesday nth special.. but dunno why.. felt confused.. got 1 v bad feeling that mi and dear will not last long.. seems like gonna end soon.. I'm so worried and sad.. afraid of lOsing him.. afRaid tt my world gonna end soon.. haiS.. cause of xxx... everything is caused by xxx.. why must xxx appear in front of my sight.. if onli xxx is not here.. haiss... stupid thinking of mine.. dunno how to cherish him.. but jus got tt bad feeling.. and night-mares.. *dun let it come true.. pls..*

Wed was a fun day.. cause lessons were short.. onli till 11.25.. then got assembly.. quite interesting.. then 12 jiu go to toa-payoh stadium for heats le.. went with dear.. han.. michelle.. then reach there.. start some events.. then again.. expected.. raining cats and dogs.. God dun seems to love us.. lOl.. every year.. without fail.. sure rain de.. sIans.. Then finish around 5 plus.. went for dinner with dear and han to chinatown.. Then toOk a bus home with dear.. reached home around 8 plus.. zzz.. tiRing day..

Thu was a freaking day for mie.. I saw xxx.. and wtf.. dun wanna mention here.. in case xxx read it.. but i see xxx.. My day will sux.. went to kfc for lunch with dear.. han.. ivan and his stead..

I'm heart-broken.. v heart-broken.. u hurt mi once again.. why must u do this to mi? why must u gif mi that reaction and ans which i dun wanna hear.. i dun expect tt ans from u.. yet u gave it to mi.. why do u treat it as nothing happen.. but in fact.. i'm torn into pieces.. do u know tt? I'm tired of her presence in between us.. sick & tired.. sobs.. ='(

Friday as usual.. budden got a very long training.. 1 plus till 6.. wah lau.. then played 7 quarters.. the longest game.. cause alot of seniors come down.. play halfway mi wan vomit liao.. body haben recover.. sians... went for dinner with dear..

Today.. woke up quite early.. sLack @ home.. then went to bugis with my mum and sis and bro.. then shop awhile.. went mac for lunch.. then went popular.. Jiu went ah ma hse le.. sians.. went for dinner at bedok.. I'm getting fatter.. can anyOne buy mi tuMmitrims..?? lol.. =ppp

toMorrow gonna wake up early.. going to pay respects to my ah gong.. goOd luck to mi tmr.. something bad gonna happen.. haIs.. hope she keeps her mouth shut.....

-I haf no more energy to face this relationship.. but i'll still try my best to salvage it.. I cant bear to lose u.. Gif each other a chance.. I still hope for the best..-

2005-04-03T08:27:00.000-07:00

hmm.. these few days soo bz.. no time to post.. now got abit time.. start from frI's hapPening 1st ba..

Fri was april foOl's day.. nobody tricKed mi.. onli sAndra and sIti.. but is lame trick la.. lOl.. but class was fun on fri.. gee.. after sch got training.. at parade ground.. weather damn hot.. then the npcc and ncc ppl keep looking at us.. as if watching tv.. wth.. then beri short training nia.. but fun.. after tt went for lunch with the hao.. han and song.. and janice.. she lOoks like the bitcH.. shall not mention who i'm toking bout.. but jaNice is much more better than the bitch in oss.. lOl.. haha.. bleahs.. then went home after tt.. pretty tired..

Was actually lookIng forward to the gathering of 2/8 ppl on sat de.. but mum kbkp.. so sians.. cant go.. forget it.. hais hais..

Sat woke up quite late.. Had breakfast.. done some homework.. jiu went to visit *her le.. yeaS.. lOng time nvr see her.. guilty.. aww.. then sat juNe's jie car.. sHarnice baby is there.. woo-Laa.. play with her.. went to see their new house.. still under renovation.. 3 storey sia.. how i envy sharnice.. awww... Pity i'm not tt rich.. haa`s.. after tt went to hospital le.. she's getting better.. but still cant tok.. always giving hand signs which obviously nobody can understands.. and she seems frustrated.. seems to be giving up.. NO! she will nvr give up.. tt's her promise to mi.. =)) I believe.. Sharnice is scared to see *her.. cause of the tubes and all.. so accompanied her to wait outside..

Father lord.. *She has been lying down there for 2 months.. She is suffering.. Everyone else is suffering too.. seEing her frustrated breaks my heart.. wat can i do..? I really dunno wat *she is trying to say.. But i know *she misses everyone.. *she misses her home and grandson & daughters.. She cares for us thou she is suffering.. Lord.. pls bless her.. Shower her with love and care.. I need her more than anything else.. Amen..

Had supper around 11 plus.. ate frog porridge eh? hmm... nice nice.. but vv ex.. $90+.. lOl.. =/ Went back home around 1.. tok on the phone with dear till 2 plus.. slept at 3.. woke up at 6.. onli had 3 hrs of sleep.. zzz..

Went back to m'sia today.. weather sooO hot.. arghh.. went cause of "qing mIng jIe".. Then stayed there till around 3 plus.. plaYed with mY cousins and all.. cute~ ahaha.. then came back to s'pore le.. wah.. heavy traffic.. damn it.. and the weather so hot.. -__- Then reached the singapore custom.. then the officers dun allow my aunt to enter.. cause of her work permit thingy.. lame la.. then she had to travel all the way back to home again.. poor her.. =( Reached ah ma home around 6 plus.. had dinner outside..

Homework completed.. but i dunno how's going on with our rifa.. lol.. tmr is deadline liao.. dun hand in.. ho-sai.. =X

2005-03-31T16:53:00.000-08:00

oH yea.. something to add on.. tmr gonna be a exciting day.. APRIL'S FOOL~!!! woo-laAaa.. gonna learn trIcks and bluff ppL.. I'm so mean.. wahahha.. =P let's see how tmr will goes.. hmmm...

2005-03-31T16:51:00.000-08:00

lOl.. today lesSon was fun.. was luffing throughout the whole PC lesSon.. maIn reason-cHristopher.. hE was like.. crackin9 lame jokes.. haha.. onli laMe ppl like mI will laugh la.. siTi nur aso.. crazy de.. then english hor.. Mrs zou was like giving out some worksheets.. then she say"cheryl seems upset.. she seems so moody.." omg.. everyone turn back lorh.. arghh.. then to0-pid chRistopher say"breakup lorh".. LOL.. then mrs zou stunned leh.. om9.. thiNk she heard it.. -__-"

hmm.. was rather unwell.. gonna fall sick soon.. sians.. today was practically raining fer the whole day.. so coOl.. and I was drenched while on the way home with dearie.. and we were actually rushing for tt bus 51.. and then we got up.. realize tt got into the "wrong" bus.. in the sense.. shld not haf rush.. shld haf wait for next one.. cause there were 6 gals.. wearing queeNstown uniform.. and were disturbing a boy.. tt boy was mentally disabled.. and u know.. those ppl who mentally uncontrolled will sing song or tok loudly.. then tt boy was toking to another guy.. and those 6 sluts were actually laughing loudly at the boy.. VERY LOUDLY..! everyone in the bus looked at them.. then they still dun stop.. then they ask the boy to diam.. ask him go woodbridge.. wtf.. feel like giving them 1 big tight slap.. nono.. not enough.. shld gif more.. they are the ones who shld go woodbridge.. laughing so loudly.. and toking on the phone so loudly.. purposely de lorh.. wanna catch attention nia.. wth.. knn.. then got 1 uncle scold them.. wahha.. but i ask dear to get down the bus and changed to another one.. damn it..

I hate bitches..

wah.. sians.. gonna study le.. got alot of homEwork.. still haben copy the punishment.. can soMeone save mi? zzzz....

2005-03-29T18:48:00.000-08:00

Nth much to post about.. cause nth great deal really happen.. but i'm v unlucky for these past few days.. lOl.. -__-

Nvr bring eng textbk.. punishment- copy the passage 3 times!
Run away for the debate.. may haf detention!
Almost late for sch for these past 2 days!

Oh man.. consider mi as someone who deserves the punishment.. but i jus hate bringing tt stupid tbk for english.. and most of the time she nvr use it.. and other classes can jus simply leave their bks in the cupboard.. but not us.. arghh.. watever~

I'M NOT INTERESTED IN THE DEBATE.. DUN FORCE MI!

Anyway.. jus hope tt tmr will be a better day.. God bless mi.. =))

Ps: Chinese oral is coming soon.. but i jus dun wanna do.. not tt i sux at chinese.. but the moment i see wen zhiguang face.. i'll laugh off my ass.. =p

2005-03-26T22:52:00.000-08:00

Jus got home.. todaY is e 26th of mar.. which is mi and hao de 7th month annIversaRy..!! woO-laaa.. Had a greaT time today.... =DD

WeNt out with mum and sis to OG for shoPping.. then went to templE to pray.. tHen jiu got home.. around 2 plus.. I got changed and went to meet dear le.. was pouring outside.. zzZz..

went to raFfles plaCe to meet hiM.. then jiu headed to PS.. actually wanna watch movie de.. budden.. all the time slots for eye 10 and ms congeniality were sold out or selling fast.. then damn long queue.. jIu dun wan watch le.. sians.. saw my aunt.. uncle and cousin.. wah.. lOl.. Then jiu went to marIna to watch congeniality 4.30 de time slot.. Nice show.. fuNny.. recomManded eh? haa`s..

Then from ciTy hall.. toOk a bus to chInatown.. had our dinNer @ a "la mian" restaurant.. hmm.. the food there not bad.. the "xiao long bao" beri nice.. =)) was pretty full..Then went strOlling with dear.. tHen pass by this kinda street stall.. saw them hanging a jigsaw puzzle-pRecIous mOmeNts.. wahhhh.. so cute...... sweet.. aww.. so went to take a look.. 6 bucks onli.. 1000 pieces.. alot of designs.. we bought one.. geEs..

sOo han came to meet us after that.. awhile onLi.. tok tok then jiu go home le.. dear sent mi home.. reached home around 10 plus..

hMm.. enjoyed myself loads today.. haPpy anNiversaRy.. dearRieee.. I lUrve u lOadSss as e dayss gosT by.. mUaCks.. hUgs.. u'Ll nvr be replaccEd.. forever in mOii hearrt.. [426582546]

2005-03-25T23:51:00.000-08:00

A few more mins and it will be a v special day.. Our 7th month anni.. time fLies.. woo-Hah~ =D

Did nth much today.. woke up early in e morning.. then had breakfast.. jiu started to study.. tot today can go out with dear de.. but sth happen.. hmm.. dearIe.. dun worry much.. kaes? Then nvr go out.. went to aunt hse instead.. mum drive..*worRied* not confidence in her driving skills.. LOL.. I led the way.. wahah.. I'm the pro.. =p bleahS.. Then started to eat alot of food.. JUNK.. I had popiah.. indian rojak.. fish fillets.. pizzas.. and keep bloating myself with water.. dunno why.. haa`s.. didnt wanna swim.. tired.. so played comp instead.. but still boring.. zzz.. miss dear neh.. so full.. did nth but laze around lorh.. had "spagetti" for dinner.. watever the spelling is.. is jus taste nice.. aunt cook.. -yummiEs goOdies-

Doze off at the sofa around 9 plus.. till 12am jiu come back home le.. zzz..

Nvr visit her for days.. misSing her*.. wondering how is she*.. I lub the special her*.. =)

I'm a pig..

faT pig..

can someone stop mi from eating?!!

2005-03-24T23:57:00.000-08:00

woO-laA.. another entRy to add on.. i juS got home.. mummy and daddy wont be coming home early tonight.. so means tt i wont haf any dinner.. then after playing ball with dear.. han and song.. finish around 7.. then went to take bus with dear.. he sent mi home.. then went prima deli bought chicken pie and waffle.. yUmmiEs.. then dear jiu pei mi home le lor.. then he forget to take his wallet.. then he took a long time to come back to get it.. cause he went all e way to bugis to bought mi food.. o_O though he's in a rush.. so gan dong.. then after that.. he forget to take his keys.. then now.. he still forget to bring back his bottle.. LOL..! then after that.. he bought mi mochi ice-cream from 7-eleven and hang it at my door.. aww.. had a great dinner..

tHx dearie fer doiNg so much for mi.. think bout it.. i dun think i had ever sacrifice for u.. eh? i'm sooo bad.. will chaNge fer u.. I lurve U.. mUacKs.. hUgs.. 426582546

2005-03-24T17:12:00.000-08:00

wah.. long time no update.. v sians ma.. lOl.. now got time le.. =))) tok bout today 1st.. after sch stayed back awhile to complete my POA.. then went to tiong with dear.. han and song.. ate chicken rice.. then now at hao house.. they wanna check the bookings for the chalet during our birthday dere.. woo-laa.. jus now han.. mi and hao almost knock down by car.. wahahaha.. -_-

Ytd actually got training de.. but then cancel.. cause i think onli got 5 of us who can play.. how to train then? lol.. then mr teo call mr tey.. went then we went to toa payoh to be the officials.. hmmm.. positions guard eh? qutie fun la.. got mi.. meifang.. michelle.. jermaine.. carmen.. wen qi.. hui xian.. shu wen.. weather not really hot.. phew~ then got alot of events took place lorhx.. went with hao.. soo han and ah bao.. hao got run 800m and 1500m.. whee.. lOl.. but he nvr win la.. he dun wanna run finals ma.. Mr teo treat us drinks.. so nice of him.. haha`s.. =p

Then finish the heats.. went home with the same ppl again.. then hor... saw one slut.. knn.. ccb.. see her aso wan puke.. wtf.. she got those lj face.. then hor.. down there smoking.. then say i diao her.. find trouble.. kbkp.. knn.. then han and ah bao ask mi and hao faster walk away.. stupid slut.. curse u until u die.. bitch~!! -__-

then went chinatown haf dinner with hao and han.. ate chicken rice.. *yumMies* reach home quite late wor.. mummy changed phone.. ROX.. =pPpp..

2005-03-18T22:30:00.000-08:00

woke up around 9 plus today.. was so tired.. zzz.. then hungry.. bro asked mi cook ommelete again.. wah lau.. everyday eat eggs.. sians.. then mi jiu fry lorh.. with cheese and hotdog.. nice nice.. yuMmies.. but then very clumsy.. drop the scissors then hit mi leg.. -__-" then not successful.. ommelete become scramble egg.. wahah.. =p but still can eat.. lol..

deaR went school to find mr teng.. then around 12 plus i jiu took bus went school find him.. so wei da.. haa`s.. then after tt we went tiong market and haf lunch.. yummies.. then jiu go his hse.. went study.. SS so sians.. gonna fail again.. wth.. then play comp.. lol.. around 5 plus jiu went home le.. went to long john buy the clam chower.. nice nice.. =))

today so tiring.. zzz.. school reopening soon.. SIAN.. -__-zZz

2005-03-17T22:00:00.000-08:00

woO.. woke up quite early today.. ard 7 plus.. cause got dental appointment.. so sians.. went all the way to outram dere.. was late fer my appointment.. wait for tt idiot lorh.. wth.. but then heng heng dun need wait very long.. then check my teeth le.. the dentist say i still got 1 more baby teeth.. so cant take x-ray yet.. wahha.. i'm still a baby.. =p tHen tell mi lots things bout braces.. and then got 4 upcoming appointments.. zzz...

aFter that went to tion9 meet dear.. then went his hse.. both his sis and mum at home.. then study.. peI him study as well.. then around 3 plus lidat.. mi.. him.. his jie and mei and cousin went to sakae for sushi!! -yummies- gee`s.. think his sis treat.. thx thx.. =DDD after thaT jIu wenT back ah mA hse le.. tiRed..

haD another great day today.. dentist is not as scary as i tot.. woo-SaH.. =p

oh yEa.. today my dad's birthday.. think shall celebrate tmr.. tgt with my sis.. cause her bday falls on sat.. shall haf a great feast tmr.. GREAT!

2005-03-16T18:36:00.000-08:00

Jus got home.. Had english remedial early in the morning again.. so sians.. then meet dear fer breakfast again.. haas.. but today i overslept.. luckily he be my morning call.. =D Today remedial more worst.. more slack.. meifang nvr come.. sians.. nobody to tok to.. lOl.. aFter remedial jiu walk down the hill with yingtong and lea..

went to tiong to wait fer dear.. after tt he sent mi home.. i got changed and then we went to bras basah de mac to study.. wah lau.. so tired.. study the whole day.. then around 4 plus jiu went to bugis.. meet song..han.. wini.. yubing & huiqing.. then jIu saw sis and bro.. lOl.. -__-" after tt they went to Sim lim.. dear sent mi home.. wah.. today aso so tired.. but enjoyed myself as well..

He's derrree ferr mIEeee..!! =]

2005-03-15T21:40:00.000-08:00

Had english remedial today at 8am.. damn.. so early.. haas.. but dear wanna meet mi.. so woke up at 6 and went to tiong to meet him fer breakfast.. then his friend tag along.. and treat us breakfast.. wo0-haa.. =p then ate finish le dear jiu send mi back to school for class.. so boring and slack in class.. aso nth to do de.. wth.. waste time.. then after lesson jiu went parade square with meifan9 and waited fer dear to finish his tution as well.. then awhile ltr meiyee came.. we 2 gals ask kenny let us play soccer.. wuhaha.. so fun fun lorhx.. i told kenNy i pro he dun believe.. in the end.. I scored 3.. TOP-SCORER.. wahaha.. =pp veri nice.. though hot.. but enjoyed.. they guys are sooO funni.. lOl.. Then around 11 plus jiu went tiong with meifang.. but then at gate there saw dear.. so conincidence.. haa`s.. then we went tiong tgt.. had long john.. after tt mi.. eliz.. hui xian.. emily.. meifang.. shu wen took cab back sch fer training.. *stressed*

Training was so tough.. expected.. mr tey's mood was up and down.. scary.. lOl.. had physical and then many quarters of games.. cause seniors got come.. then end around 4 plus.. zzz.. so tired..

went to ah ma hse and haf dinner.. on the way back oInk oInk in car.. didnt msg dear much.. siaNs.. zzz.. yaWns...

Had a great day today.. enjoyable.. oh yea.. she transfered hospital.. so far.. but i'll make an effort to visit her.. promise.. eh? =)

2005-03-14T21:50:00.000-08:00

woO-sah.. today so fun fun.. early in e morning wake up made breakfast fer him.. then went out to meet him.. went to marina to watch movie-robots.. so funni.. the theatre soo big.. but noo use.. wahaa.. onli got 5 ppl watching.. including mie and hao.. lOl.. qUite funny show but the atmosphere seems not right.. hmm.. after that went to walk walk.. then go suntec eat.. ramen.. nice nice.. hee.. then gai gai.. went mini toons.. buy $3 of sweets.. hahas.. within one day finish le.. pro pro.. went arcade play.. saw one "guy" playing parapara.. wth.. keep shaking "his" ass and all.. disgusting.. recently keep seeing these type of strage thing.. damn it.. aFter that jiu went esplanade stroll.. very windy.. =) Had a great day today.. thx thx.. lUrve u.. mUack mUack.. hugS.. =DD

went to hospital after tt.. bought sushi.. yummIes..Something bad had happened to her.. shall not elaborate more.. Break my heart.. again.. sObs.. Izzit partly my fault? i could actually stop it.. and the whole situation would be different.. She's afraid.. VERY afraid.. I said sorry to her.. she could understand mi.. she shaked her hand and let mi feel tt she dun blame mi.. but i blame myself.. tons of blame.. I'm tired.. indeed.....

Many words to describe my feelings at that point of time..hearT-broken.. guIty.. saD.. useleSs.. iDiotic.. fcuK.. When i needed her.. She's always there fer mi.. to console mi.. and help mi.. Now tt when i see her struggLing.. and whining away.. all i could do is to calm her down.. wat elsE can i do? i dunno wat she wans.. nobody knows.. not even the doctors or nurses.. can sOmeone help mi..? help mi to understand wat she trying to say? So that i can be dere fer her when she needed mi too..

gOd.. pls.. I really wan to exchange my life with her..could u take away my life? sHe's part of moI world.. why must u let her suffer and not mi? Let her recover.. Let her get well .. ease away her heart of loneliness.. I would rather die.. Cause the moment i see her struggle.. my heart is died................

2005-03-12T23:52:00.000-08:00

YOU scolded mi..
YOU followed wat he says and reprimanded mi..
YOU rather believe outsiders than to believe mi..
do YOU still treat mi as ur daughter??
YOU said those things to me.. do YOU know that u had hurt my feelings..
if that is wat YOU think of mi.. i haf nth else to say.. forget it..
I lOst part of my world..
Physically, i do haf a family.. Mentally, i dUn haf a family that belongs to me anymore..
I'M NOT UR DAUGHTER..

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

went to ps.. ate kfc.. dear went back to m'sia le.. sigh.. if he confirm tmr come back jiu hao.. misSing him loads.. walk walk awhile.. Then went starhub.. saw that phone.. ROX.. but i know i wont be able to get.. i cant afford.. =(

after that jiU went to hospital visit her le.. so tired.. weather so hot.. but i'll still visit her.. she's getting better.. she can understand wat i'm trying to say.. but i dun understand wat she's trying to say.. lOl.. it takes time.. or years.. but i'll wait for her.. i promise..

went for dinner then jiu went home le.. today v sians.. cause hao not with mi.. zzz...

2005-03-11T23:47:00.000-08:00

Today got back CA result.. OMG.. wtf.. didnt expect to fail so many subs.. 4 out of 8.. damn it.. so shocking.. failed my eng.. e maths.. combined humanities and SS.. wtf.. gonna die.. but all is close to pass de lorhx.. haIs.. didnt do well fer my CA.. gonna buck up le..

Jia yOu Jia y0u jIa yoU~~

After tt went fer training.. alot of seniors came down and played game.. got siyi.. si jia.. bee hsing.. pei ru.. hui min.. jie si.. bernice.. lin9 na.. training was tough ytd.. did 5 sets of physical.. -blister hurtz- but still continue.. did some new drills ytd.. was fun.. but was tiring.. wah.. whole body aching..

after training jiu went to meet hao.. Was sweating like mad.. luckily hao thoughtful.. brought his shirt for mi.. wah.. damn big lorh.. lOl.. then went with him to IKEA to find his sis.. didnt tok to her much.. she's working nehs.. then ate the hotdog bun.. yummies.. haa`s.. then around 7 plus jiu went to meet waipeng.. song they all to play basketball.. saw waipeng.. she's so nice.. so chio.. bleahs.. then got teck ming.. song.. han and hao and mi there lorh.. mi didnt play.. v tired.. but after tt went playing soccer with hao and han.. haas.. so funny.. i can block han's ball.. lol.. I'M THE PRO.. wahaha.. =X Then around 9 plus jiu came home le.. hao sent mi home.. on the way back hor.. a couple board the bus.. LESBIAN couple.. wth.. they sat at the last row.. then they were hugging and kissing.. wah lau.. feel like puking leh.. can anyone imagine 2 gals kissing?! arghh.. disgustinG..

Pretty tired today.. but enjoyed myself.. haas..

Tmr hao going back to m'sia again.. sigh sigh.. gonna miss him much.. hope he keep his promise by coming back on sun.. zzz.. dearie.. tc.. kaes.. miss u.. lubb u.. =)

2005-03-09T22:00:00.000-08:00

Om9.. Expected.. I flunk my maths.. wahaas.. ALL tests.. ALL CAs.. I'm so stupid.. even those idIots in my class can score better than me.. wtf..

I WAN A TUTION TEACHER! ANYONE CAN HELP MI?!

damN it.. todaY mrs zou never come again.. stupid mushroOm head (as wat jIe yIng calls her) come relief our claSs.. fuKer lorhx.. thInk she who? talk so soft.. so fast.. wan us within 20 mins do finish a coMpo.. 300 words somemore.. idIot.. u thiNk we suPerman arh? so deMandIn... den say if we dun hand in.. wiLl come find us.. -_-" aso not our english teacher kbkp so mucH..

Life has been SUCKING fer the past few days.. with many probs popping out again.. I got no idea.. No energY to salvage the suituation I'm facing now.. I'm jus so restless.. I had enough of it..

Tmr not gonna see tanglin play finals with CTS.. going to visit her.. but still wishing them aLl the very best.. jiA you~ Waiting fer ya good news eh..

No matter how many times i quarrelled with u.. I'm disappointed with u.. I'll still care fer u.. I really love u.. si9h.. but u made mi lost my trust in u.. sometimes i'm thinking whether to believe the other ppl than to believe u.. I know its unfair to u.. But i really dunno wat to do.. neither do i know wat to say to u.. Izzit really all my fault? Izzit my wrong to force u to do thingS tt u dun like.. can anyone gif mi a ans? ='(

-I'm getting sick and tired of my life.............-

2005-03-07T21:00:00.000-08:00

whY musT u huRt mi over and oVer again?

wHy musT u lIe to me? In your heart.. aM i a 3-year-old kid?

W-H-Y

How i wiSh u could understand mI more.. bUt u dUn..

I'm afraid of losIng u.. I'm afraid that u will hate mI of my attitude and temper.. Tt's why i dun wanna force u more than anyoNe else do.. but dO u knOw..? I care fer u cause.. I Love You..

I'm sad.. Not angry.. Neither am i hatin9 u.. but whY..? why? whY..?

Shall not elaborate more.. No use talking to the comp anyway.. Nite..

I'm useless.. Very useless indeed..

2005-03-06T12:20:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. wah.. sians.. today sunday.. gonna stay @ home and study again.. zzz

Ytd practically was slacking at home.. then around 3 plus jiu went hospital visit her.. quite long nvr visit her.. sigh.. the other beds de patients all discharged le.. even the lady who has been in coma for 3 months.. when can she discharged and go home with us? she's getting better i suppose.. but cant talk.. her hands are moving and struggling her and there.. dunno wat she's trying to say.. hais.. my heart breaks.. sobs.. miss her.. again.. my emotions was like floating out.. really miss the days when i talked on the phone with her.. eat with her.. sleep with her.. when will the days be back again..? *wondering* after tt.. went down to starbucks cafe.. irene jie treat mi and bro OREAL CHEESECAKE.. yummy goodies.. thx wor..

Daddy came hospital and fetch us.. went for dinner at dunno where.. but is steamboat.. sat behind the coffee shop at those alley like that.. then saw the sky.. full of stars.. shining.. wow.. awesome.. the food still not bad la.. was kinda full... went home after that..

Hao was not in the good mood.. dunno wat happen again.. must be his siblings or whoever.. wth.... supposed I showed him attitude again.. I'm sorry.. I'm not ur perfect gal.. I'm not understanding.....

He called mi and tried to explain things.. sigh.. chatted on the phone with him for quite long.. till quite late.. thx jie for lending her hp..

I'll be perfect.. For the sake of you......*

2005-03-04T21:24:00.000-08:00

Whee.. today v fun day nehs.. Gee.. today sch dismissed @ 10.30.. damn early lorhx.. then waited for hao to do finish his compo fer jason ooi.. then we jiu go off le.. he sent mi home.. then i got changed.. and met him again at city hall... then we went ps gai gai.. got feeling tt i will see alot of ppl.. haa`s.. indeed.. i got out of the lift.. saw joacquim.. xinni.. jermaine.. edmund and micheal their gang.. still got alot of ppl.. wah.. paisei.. faster run back in to the lift.. lOl.. like see ghost lidat.. but no use.. go where still spot ppl.. then out of the lift.. to the escalator.. saw valerie and siti.. -___-" they cut their hair.. chi0 bu le wor.. then walk around.. ate yoshi with dear.. *yummies* then ask val.. siti.. belinda and sita to join us watch movie-HITCH.. ask them go buy tickets to see.. but then too late.. they got the row much more infront than both of us.. Hmm.. the show very funny.. is comedy ma.. LOL.. but some parts quite boring.. still okie lar.. nice show.. gee.. -recommanded-

Saw alot of ppl lorh.. saw mevelia their gang with michelle's bro.. then saw hassena and revethi.. then saw nesha and vino.. then saw some outrammian but dunno name.. then saw 2 lesbians.. from OUTRAM.. wth.. disgusting.. holding hands.. yucks.. pUi.. tHen saw my sis pri sch friend.. yI shen.. lOl.. shocked mi sia..

Went home around 6 plus.. dearie sent mi home.. then he jiu went off to soo han there le..

woohaa.. todaY really enjoyed myself.. cause got u.. brighten up my day.. with ur lame jokes.. lOl.. thx.. mUackS.. lub u loads.. =D

2005-03-02T19:30:00.000-08:00

wah.. getting more sians.. everytime lazii to blo9.. wahaha.. tired ma.. mOnday was 'O' level results release de day.. almost see all graduates come back and get result.. some cry.. some happy like mad.. to those who did well.. congrats.. those who did badly.. dun gif up.. try harder next time.. kaes? =)

Then ytd same thing lorhx.. study study.. wtf.. the stupid old forgey.. damn idiot.. tell us maths test on 2nd mar.. everyone agree on 2nd mar lorh.. idiot.. no memory.. go eat shit la.. curse u until siao.. humph.. ownself say 2nd mar aso can forget.. everyone nvr study for the test lor.. then still scold revethi for writing wrongly on the small board.. pls la.. go see doctor if u r senile la.. fuk.. hate u sia.. so act..

I'm gonna fail badly.. duhS..

After school jiu go eat with hao.. order alot of food.. lOl.. almost cant finish.. then after tt jiu go SIM LIM buy his memory card thingy.. got one ang mo.. wah.. damn tall lor.. nose sharp sharp.. haas`.. =p then go home jiU doze off le..

Had chem test today.. maybe pass.. maybe fail? who knows? sians.. -headache-

2005-02-27T22:15:00.000-08:00

Did nth much today.. morning after breakfast do some journal.. then jiu went to hospital le.. saw the new maid.. Suwati.. haa`s.. omg.. She's fairer than mi! *humpH* I'm so tanned.. I think i looked like the maid rather than she does.. lOl.. damn it. Then around in e afternoon.. she fell asleep and we jiu go off le.. then haf lunch and i was studying fer my chinese test and slowly.. i DOZE OFF.. =p

Then went to ah ma hse in the evening for dinner.. then now jus come back home.. chatting with shaun now.. idiot.. influence mi to get a cello.. he wanna buy mi a violin.. lOL.. if onli u can afford.. buy lar.. =pPp bleahs.. I'm greedy.. watever~ But really fall in love with cello..

Anyone buy mi one pls? =X

-MissIng hao wor.. neber see him today.. sians.. zZz..-

2005-02-26T23:45:00.000-08:00

whee.. today woke up v v early.. didnt haf enough slp.. but jus cant sleep.. dunno why.. zzz..

Went fareast with my sis in the afternoon... took neoprints.. awes0me.. lOL.. then after tt her friend come meet her i jiu go off meet dear le.. =p qUite upset today cause he went to work in the morning and till late afternoon.. thEn beri late le.. onli walk walk awhile.. REAL WHILE.. si9h..

afTer tt around 7 plus jiu meet sis again at boon keng station.. daddy come pick us up to june's jie hse.. todaY is sharnice's bday wor~ sHe's soooooo cute today.. all the little gaLs dressed up until so kawaii.. all look like princess.. haf to admit i'm old.. lOl.. InvIted a magician to the hse.. to perform magic fer the kids.. everyOne was laUghing and yelling so loud.. so "ren nau".. =DD tHen got one time went up to 3rd storey to take sth.. wth.. climb the stairs until i panting lorhx.. wondering how they climbed everyday.. dots.. but still.. enjoyed myself today.. taugHt sharnice how to play the laptop.. as in those kiddy english or music de "comp" lidat de lorh.. then we were singing those children son9s.. omg.. forgot the lyrics.. haha`s.. aRound 11 lidat jiu go home le.. gotta miss the kIds loads.. mUacKs..

Today is mi and him de 6th month anniversary le wor~ Gee.. muackS.. Lurve u.. Aku Cinta Kamu Selama Selama Nya.. haas.. wo ai ni 1314.. =)

beRi tired le.. shall blog again next time..

LIttle pRincesSes..

Am I one? =p

I'm too old to be one.. wahaha.. =p

2005-02-25T22:10:00.000-08:00

haIs.. lOst to FMS today.. had game with them at 4.. quiTe many ppl come down and support us.. tHx.. Before game.. mr tey brought us to the sports hall and taught the attackers some new stradegy.. -bluRz- actually is know de.. but when on court.. once messy is totally confuSing de lorhx.. wah pian9.. played 3 quarters today.. lousy playing.. will someone jus chop off my feet..?! terrible blister.. fCuking blister.. arghh..

After the debrief.. hao and han come down.. -_-" anyway.. went to somewhere "nearby" for dinner.. wiTh hao.. soo han.. emIly.. Joshua.. weNt to pizza hut.. duHx.. thx JosHua for his "gOod" suggestion.. kiNda hate his attitude.. watever~ tHx soo han for cracking lame jokes.. to make mi feel better.. in the sense.. kekex.. =

Hmm.. for thoSe netballers tt will read my blog.. I know i had my own mistakes too.. but then.. everyone makes mistakes.. so dun blame urself fer ur mistakes.. aS wat i said.. nEtball is a team game.. one's fault= whole team's fault.. so dun brood over it anymore.. We promised tt thiS yr's carnival we mus bring back mani mani trophys eh? jIa you~

"tO chaRmaine.. Jie yIng.. Ling na.. h0pe u all will read this.. hMm.. Ur netball season has over.. jUs like taking a bus.. there would be a final destination no matter how long u stay in the bus.. u haf to alight one day.. duN feel sad bout it.. k? I'm very thankful for having such seniors or team mates.. we been thru happy and sad times tgt.. we're a team.. tHx for all of ur help and concern when i'm facing problems.. thx for supporting mi.. thx for understanding mi aso.. thx for telling mi my mistakes on court and change mi into a better player.. thx for being my tree for the past yrs.. This yr is a important yr for all of u.. must jia you.. k? take lotsa care.. even when u all graduated.. always remember.. OUTRAM NETBALL TEAM DE DOOR IS ALWAYS OPEN TO WELCOME U BACK ! "

2005-02-24T17:47:00.000-08:00

Whee.. Today had nth much.. Time seems to pass so fast.. Had SS test today.. quite easy lar.. lOl.. Then lessons aso not really borin9 cause our class got entertainer! Lala~ Lala~

Then after school jiu go find dear.. gif mi guessed rite.. stayed back for POA again.. lOl.. then after tt soo han asked mi to accompanied him to eat in school.. But saw tt gay.. no appetite.. =P LOL.. Then i took his CME project and spank his ass.. and the manjong paper was TORN.. haas.. laugh until i almost died.. x)

Then went to haf lunch outside with hao.. very long nvr had a good talk with him le.. then jus now talked bout our studies and my netball thingy.. And we promised to do well in all exams.. h0pe so bahx..

Tmr having match with FMS.. IMPORTANT GAME~!!! *anxious* Hope we can play well.. especially mi.. no more stupid mistakes from mi..!

Jia yOu Jia yoU jIa y0u....!

Anyone coming down to support us?

Bus 95 from bouna vista station.. LOL.. =P

Bleahs..

2005-02-23T20:21:00.000-08:00

Today had match against RGS.. Before the game.. we had a gather at the sports hall.. and Mr tey told us and explained to us many things.. And let mi understand the meaning of "trust".. Gee.. Then after tt.. jiu rush to NUS le.. Didnt haf much time for drills and centre pass.. And game jiu start le.. Yihao.. Soo han.. Tian Long.. Joshua.. Fie.. Jiesi came down to support us.. *yipee* We haf onli 2 quarters to prove ourselves.. But still.. our goal differences was quite far.. so for the 3rd and 4th quarter.. put the subtitutes on court lorhx.. hais.. but hor.. if the main combi stay to play for the whole game hor....

WE CAN WIN DE LORH!! RGS IS NOT GOOD AS WAT U GUYS EXPECTED! THEY ARE ONLI A BUNCH OF IDIOTS WHO LOOK DOWN ON PEOPLE! HATE THEM TO THE CORE!

Obviously.. we lost to them.. but the score was quite good neh.. everyone tried their very best le wor~ Then stayed back to watch the game against Fairfield and SCGS.. iF fairfield win hor.. we still got chance lorh.. wahaha.. The fat teddy bear injured her ankle.. LOL.. but still remained on court.. watever~ Then we keep peeping at their score.. the coach gif us lj face.. lol.. =X Fairfield won.. and this fri we will be competing with them.. if we win them........ WOO-HOO~!!!

Both legs de blisters burst again.. O-M-G..

Had a great game today.. enjoyed myself.. thou we lost..... I'm still happy! =p

2005-02-22T22:10:00.000-08:00

Why is god so unfair to mi..? Everything was still fine for the past few days.. but now?! freaking probs turn out on the surface again.. Can anyone of u imagine tt.. I and him quarreled for 3 BIG TIMES FOR LESS THAN 24 HOURS! wtf.. wtf.. jus couldnt understand why......

so afraid that i may not play well fer tmr's game.. will history repeat itself again? will i cause the team to lost BADLY again..?! *nervous*

"I'm feeling jus so terrible.. how i wish u could understand wat i'm trying to say.. but u cant.. why must bad things happen to mi all at one shot.. sob.."

-My world is tearing apart again-

2005-02-21T21:40:00.000-08:00

sigh.. freaking day i had.. Today had competition with SCGS.. and again.. lost to them by 2 goals.. JUS 2 GOALS~! o-m-g.. if is like lost by alot.. and is really tt they are good.. then i admit lost.. but is jus 2 goals.. wtf.. didnt played well today.. had strained my side of my body.. and cause mi cant stretch.. and so cannot get high passes from my team mates.. and i missed.. and missed.. mr teo was practically fed up with mi.. told him i cant continue and he changed shu wen.. she did better than mi.. OBVIOUSLY.. sigh.. blamed myself for everything.. fcuked up..

Had promised mr tey to do well on court to show to *her.. but i failed it.. i broke my promise.. sorry to all.. let all of u down.. my world is shattered.. damn it.. jus because of the stupid mistakes of mine.. arghhhh.. will nvr forget this game.. Worst game of my life~

-I shucks.. I had never been good...-

2005-02-19T22:45:00.000-08:00

nvR blo9 these few days.. cause dun feel like bl0gging.. no mood.. lOl.. let miee recall...

yTd had training.. to0-pid basketbaLl ppl snatched court with us.. in the end we onli trained awhile.. and is real while nehx! didnt play game too.. sianS.. mon gonna compete with SCGS le.. mr teh may not go down and watch us play.. *worried* but will gif my very best.. -blister hurtz-

slePt quite late ytd night.. budden today woke up quite early.. do my things.. then bathed.. jiu going to visit her le.. quite long nvr visit her le.. since last friday eh? sigh.. guilt.. dear got flag day today.. but he went to watch movie during flag day instead.. pro hor? then around 1 lidat.. jiu go take mrt le.. with mummy.. weather damn hotTy sia.. arghh.. went to the pharmacy at e hospital.. found the blister plaster.. guesS how much it cost?? 5 STRIPS FOR $11~!!! wah laU... damn ex le.. then is onli small small piece nia lorhx.. dots.. then buy le jiu go visit her le.. hmm.. she looks quite energentic now.. shld be very fine.. but she seems like having something in her mind tt she wanna tell us.. but cant talk.. she seems like quite worried and scared.. sigh.. almost cried out AGAIN! but i held back my tears.. dont wanna her to worry.. i talked to her.. accompanied her.. told her tt i may not visit her for the week.. cause of netball and stuff.. hope she wont mind.. i taught her how to exercise her hands and legs.. hope she can regain her energy soon.. jia you~ I'm with u!

The bed opposite her de old granny passed away.. it's so sad to witness this.. g0d bless u~ =)

arOund 2 plus lidat jiu go to meet dearie.. went to gwc to watch movie-I do I do.. damn funny lorhx.. recommanded.. hee.. then went to walk walk with dear.. walked past a pet shop.. saw one particular species of hamsters.. so cute lorh.. is freaking hell cute lorh.. omg~ how i wish i can bring one home.. gee.. =p then went to haf dinner.. *hungry* after dinner jiu go shop around.. buy some things.. then at precious thots saw ling.. wen.. emily and eliz.. haha`s.. after that jiu come back home le.. quite late le wor~ so great to haf u around with mi.. to support mi..

During these period of days.. struggling with studies.. netball.. and her.. it's all because of u who is with mi to support mi and help mi along.. thx dearie~ w/0 u really helplesSs.. muaCks.. hu9Gies..

-Thinking back the past memories breaks my heart.. it's really so different.. life is so unpredictable.. looking back at those days when u are so happy.. talking to us.. watched tv with us.. and now tt u are lying on the bed.. i jus cant accept it.. jus for tt min.. everything changes~Things will never be the same again.. even if things get back to the same.. it takes years.. it's not tt easy to recover completely.. sigh.. i know.. why must this happen to u? i dunno.. did our family did something wrong? why is god punishing us..? now is still new year.. and there u are.. suffering.. is that wad u get from being good to everyone? haIs.. *hoping u can get well.. go home and back to the same past u again.. -

2005-02-15T20:10:00.000-08:00

haha`s.. sInce j0acquim wan read my blog.. shall post fer her.. lOl...

`*-SaTurdaY__*

Lol.. was sUpPose to meet 2/8 de friendS at outraM mrt station de.. caUse going to vania.. belinda and valerie's hse to bai nian.. in thE end.. waited for ze Shen9 for almost one hr.. blur blur blur.. got so fed up.. secondly.. was suppose to go vania hse.. but call her.. she's still sleeping.. waited for her call sooOO long.. and know wat she said?? she's going her aunt hse.. -___- *diaOs* then no choIce lorhx.. jiu go ber hse.. she ordered pIzza.. everybodY was so attracted to her dog.. cHee weng was attracted to her TV.. and the resT.. GAMBLING.. won quite much.. haas.. thx to val hor.. -santa clus- lOl.. theN after tt.. dear msg mi.. said he wont be coming back so soon.. and tt he asked his jie to pass sth to mi.. asked mi meet his jie at TioNg Bahru pLazA.. so siTi nur went along with mi.. tHx gal~ theN reached there le.. saw someone familiar from far.. -___-!! It's him~!! lOl.. bluff mi agaIn.. so surprising lorhx.. i still tot wat u said is true.. make mi soOoo sad.. humPh.. but as long u come back.. i'm hapPy.. thx dearie.. mUacks..

`*-SundaY__*

woKe up early in the morning.. went to tampines mall to meet my sis and cousin.. tHen i was late.. bleaHs.. sorrY.. then saw a stupid clown standing there performing "magic".. wah.. soo lame sia.. acTually he is tryIng to attract people to buy his bears.. quite cute lars.. heex.. then went to eat.. as well as waiting for the shops there to open.. is early.. loL.. then went to take neoS.. not really nice.. still okok.. but 1st time cousin take tgt wor.. then after tt.. walk around.. gai gai.. went wallet shop.. bought sth for dear.. =p gee.. then jiU go home le.. journey so long.. slept in bus.. zzZ.. after tt in the afternoon.. jiu go to kinda relative de hse.. at chua choa kang.. the private condo nehx.. like their hse... then somemore.. the dog-- CHEWY.. so cute lorhx.. long time no see him.. become fat le.. then gamble again.. lost alot.. damn it.. luck not good.. then watch tv and play.. then tired le.. but the rest still bu she de to leave.. -_- enjoyed myself tt day..

did not visit her.. so guilty.. heard from aunt tt she's getting better.. but still sort of xin ku.. *heart-broken AGAIN*.. haIs..

`*- Monday__*

VALENTINES' DAY~!! t0 all couples and friends i know.. hapPy valentiNEs' day nehx.. tHx ki yeow for ur bear.. =) got competition against Cedars.. real nervous.. hands shaking.. sweating.. feel like peeing.. sooOo nervous.. played whole game.. not really satisfied.. thx mr tey fer calming us down.. and we won!! 28-16.. so hapPy.. =DDD

- we musT do welL in the 2nd round..!-

after thaT went to redhill to meet dear.. didnt haf much time to celebrate.. then i was like dizzy.. tired.. and leg hurtz again.. so sry hao.. but i promise.. everyday will be our valentines day.. =) gave him the thing.. hope he likes it.. then he gave mi sumthings too.. gee.. along the way home was so paisei.. practically everyone was staring.. duHz.. =p

"dear.. happY valentiNes' day.. I lurve u 1314.. in my heart till eternity.. =))) "

2005-02-11T23:36:00.000-08:00

sian sia.. today 3rd day of new yr.. still needa go to sch and study.. wah lau.. then somemore hao nvr go sch.. worst.. sigh sigh sigh..

today nvr go fer training again.. sigh.. so bad.. but no choice.. went to sports hall to explain to mr tey.. he understands mi.. thx g0d.. he brought mi to one corner and spoke to mi.. asked mi bout her conditon and all.. he knew mi.. he knew tt she was an important person in my life.. i cant do without her.. and there wouldn't be mi if not for her presence.. and i talked to him bout it.. he encouraged mi.. and kinda wan mi to cheer up.. actually.. wat he said was correct.. there's nothing i can do now.. the only thing i can do is to beside my nanny and pray for her.. wait for her return.. Thx mr tey for understanding mi.. and my teamates for supporting mi when i'm down.. thx char.. lingna.. jie ying.. and all.. =) I promise i'll try my v best to bring my focus back to court and gif my v best shot.. i'll try....

4 days nvr see hao le.. dunno when he cuming back.. sian... wtf....

2005-02-10T23:20:00.000-08:00

haben been blog9in these few days.. busy nehx.. New yr maix.. practically everyday is outside.. 1sT day of new yr jiu wake up quite late.. then 11 plus then go ah ma hse.. tot tt everyone was already there and waiting fer us.. Instead, we r the 1st to reach.. so wait for the rest to come lorhx.. then get ang bao.. play and gamble awhile.. collect mani ang baos wor~ haha`s.. then jiu go malaysIa le lorhx.. the weather damn bloody hot sia.. luckily no jam.. or else stuck in car.. die of heat.. -_-!!

Den reach there le jiu saw my nephews and nieces.. all become so big and tall le.. wow.. long time nvr see them le.. then got one newphew call jia hao.. i call him ah hao.. and remind mi of him.. lOl.. all of dem so cute lorhx.. then hor.. something amazing is that hor.. they not scared of everything.. e.g.. dogs.. cars coming towards them.. fireworks/fire crackers.. massive noise.. wah lau.. they pro lo.. the fire cracker start to light hor.. they still hold in their hands lor.. then throw at each other.. so dangerous lor.. but they not afraid.. lOl.. they r jus age from 3 to 8 yrs nehx!!! and wat bout us.. covering our ears.. tt's the difference between kampong kid and city kid.. haas.. but in the end.. at night.. we played together lorh.. their fire crackers.. though loud.. but v v v v nice wor~! arghhh.. s'pore cant play.. arghh.. wth...... -_- then 9 plus at night jiu leave le.. reach s'pore around 10.30... zzzzzzz...........

theN 2nd day nehx.. actually going to mr tey's hse to "bai nian" de.. but sigh.. alot of place to go.. sorry guys.. =( In the mornin9 went for dim sum with whole family as usual.. every yr aso the same.. went to tiong plaza de harbour city restaurant to eat.. quite nice lar.. then took photos.. blah blah blah.. after tt jiu went to hospital to visit her le.. every yr de 2nd day was suppose to go to her hse to celebrate new yr de.. but this yr.. sigh.... sob sob.. she has to spent new yr in the hospital.. really wish tt the person lying down there is mi.. then saw alot of other patients lying down there.. felt so sad for them.... almost cried out but i must be brave in front of my aunt.. =) then until evening lidat jiu go down to ah ma hse le.. got relatives come.. then jiu gamble for a short while.. lost $7 lorhx.. wah piang eh....

" dear arh.. when u coming back ah? so mani days nvr see u le lor.. mizz u neh.. sianx.. boring sIa.. i lurve u.. =) "

2005-02-08T23:30:00.000-08:00

t0day is new yr eve nehx.. half an hr more jiu shi new yr le.. HAPPY NEW YEAR~!

Nvr took dad's car this morning to go to school.. instead.. mi took bus and went to meet him.. then come to schooL tgt.. dear going back to malaysia for this whole period of new yr holidays wor.. si9h.. gonna miss him like sia0.. =((( Had lessons as usual lorhx.. 1st 2 periods shI POA.. but haf around 40 mins of lessons nia.. biTch went for project sphere.. cant teach us.. wahhaax.. then 2nd half of e lesson jiu slack lor.. *borIng* after tt jiu go to hall for celebration.. damn hot le.. then saw alot of graduated studentsS.. The programmes still okie lar.. but kinda borIng..... zzz.. finish liao then jiu go find han song with dear.. then pei dear go cut hair.. the hair-dresser very gay lehx.. =x eee.... disgusting lorhx.. then go cold-storage buy water.. HAN SONG! THIS IS THE 2ND TIME I TREAT U DRINK WATER HOR! HuMph.. =p th3n very de fast wor.. then walk to mrt station take mrt to hougang(nanny's hse)..

had renui0n lunch with them.. STEAMBOAT.. dunno why.. jus feel that this yr's food doesnt taste nice.. perhaps is cause she is still unwell..? the fo0d arent prepared by her.. without her.. jus feel awkard.. didnt enjoy the lunch.. -tasteless- haIs..

after lunch jiu drive down to the hospital and visit le.. left her alone in e hospital.. felt guilty.. then she changed to another bed.. mi didnt notice her condition.. she's getting well i suppose eh? face colour not as pale as last time le.. *relieved* tHen she had lots of things to say.. but cant talk.. cause got tube insert into her throat.. had an operation ytd.. was successful nehx.. g0d bless u.. muS recover faster wor! muacKs..

After that jiu go home and pack thin9s le.. then around evening go to aunt's hse.. was sleeping along the journey.. *tired* then had dinner and mi played with the digital cam.. haha`s.. then watched tv.. blah blah blah..

" I'm tired.."

" Didn't haf the mood as if it's Chinese New year.. This yr is so quiet...."

" aunt-mum.. faster recover wor.. again.. i jus pray hard that u can come home with us.. u missed this yr's new year.. but i'm waiting for next year wor~ =) "

" dear arh.. must faster come back nehx.. dun haf u.. so boring.. life's so empty.. take kaire neh.. lurve u.. "

`- g-0-d bless__x

2005-02-06T09:54:00.000-08:00

Ytd woke up @ around 9 plus.. waited fer breakfast to come back.. then chatted with dear online.. s0ng went his hse.. Then around 11 plus.. breakfast finally hui lai le.. then watch "xun yi chao".. shown on tv wor~ dunno watch how many times le.. lOl.. eat finish zao chan jiu start to spring cleaning le............. -_-

Dad painted the bathroom.. toilets and main door.. it seems like endless painting.. dots.. Then my mum jiu go shopping.. waH laU.. leave us alone in hse to clean.. arghH.. then mi and my sis started to pack my rm.. and mi jiu packed my cupboard.. alot of thin9s lorhx.. pack dao sians.. then flip thru some photos.. recall some memories again.. si9h.. then pack and clean.. so tired man!

Then around evening.. jiu go ah ma hse for dinner.. had a quick dinner.. jiu rush off to hospital le.. then went to see aunty-mummy.. she's getting betta.. at 1st.. she still like v xin ku.. moving here and there.. seems to be somewhere uncomfortable.. then mi went in to tok to her.. she respond better le.. nvr tok to her much.. she's tired.. let her sleep.. but awhile ltr.. i go in again.. see her moving.. she's still not sleeping.. then mi and uncle jiu go in lorhx.. tok to her.. ask her sleep.. and her BP drops.. not as high le.. *glad and relieved* h0pe her Bp doesnt go up again..

PLS GET WELL SOON.. ALL OF US ARE WAITING FOR U TO GO HOME WITH US.. U PROMISE MI THAT DAY TT U WILL COOK STEAMBOAT FOR US.. U MUST NOT BREAK UR PROMISE..! I'LL WAIT FOR U!

New year is cuming.. but i realised tt i don haf the mood for new year.. i dun seems happy.. dun haf tt kind of excitement anymore.. This yr is totally different.. cause she's unwell.. sigh..

Today maybe gonna study.. finish all my work.. then go see doctor.. then maybe buying my study table.. then go visit her.. waH.. gonna be a busy day......

[[x__ I'm waitin9 for u to go home with us__x]]

2005-02-04T22:05:00.000-08:00

why must she suffer? i rather i'm e one who is suffering rather than her.. si9h.. thankS god that she has already woke up.. but still.. she's not in a beri go0d condition.. *worrIed & scareD* wat should i do?? seeing her struggling breaks my heart.. really.. -soBs-

"lord.. let her recover.. i beg u.. i know u can bless her with ur mighty power.. protect her from any harm.. please.. if u wan.. take my life.. "

u promised mi tt u'll go home with us.. u promise mi tt u'll take care of urself and recover.. dun break ur promise.. i know u won't.. i wan u to come back fer new yr.. pls..

I miss those days in bendemeer old hse.. i miss those days when i was a kid.. u held my hands.. push the cart.. walk with mi to e market.. i misS those days when u brought mi to the coffee shop,"2 eggs.. 4 bread.. 1 cup of milo".. I miss those days when u brought mi to the play ground and watched mi play.. I miss those days when ur grandson and granddaughters were born.. the way u looked so happy.. I miss those days when u cooked for us.. talked to us.. and we squeezed in the small bed rm.. I really miss those days.. when..... when can i haf those days back again? How i wished time could turn back..

PROMISE MI THAT U WILL GET WELL.. I KNOW U CAN.. CAUSE U WANNA SEE MI GROW UP AND GET MARRIED..

zzzz.. zzz

2005-02-01T20:21:00.000-08:00

si9h.. haben been sleeping well sInce sunday.. kept tossing and turning around.. jus kept thinking.. when can i sleep peacefully.. "when will she wake up?" haf been going in and out of TTSH these few days.. *tired* trying my v best to call her.. can she hear? l0rd ah.. pls.. bless her.. hao ma? i beg u.. pls.. pls mummy.. can u hear mi and pls wake up? everyone is concern bout u.. more problems are coming straight into my face.. i'm tired.. really.. fcuking stressed up and tired.. wat else can i do? I'm totally stunned.. Her.. netball.. tests.. hao.. when will i overcome it? is there a solution to it..? -cries- my world is ending.. am i gonna survive till old..? i dunno........ ='(

- Things have turned out to wat i had never expect in my entire life.. when can i overcome it? I'm in the well.. can anyone jus pull mi out? Am i gonna stuck there fer life? HELPLESS-

`-x headaChe.. headache__x'

2005-01-30T12:00:00.000-08:00

woke up @ 8 plus today.. nvr slept well last ni9ht.. then recently keep headache.. v xin ku.. sians.. today gonna stay at home e wh0le day.. not going out gai gai.. sian.. study again.. zzzz..

x[[ i wiSh y0u are by moI side]]x

`x freakking tirin9 dayx'

2005-01-29T12:14:00.000-08:00

sians.. didn't haf chance to blog ytd cause firstly.. I'm so tired.. 2ndly.. too-pid singnet dunno gt wat prob.. so laggy ytd.. not jus mine.. my friends too.. -_- sigh..

ytd morning wake up @ 5 plus.. zzz.. took a bus to bugis and meet hao and song.. then they both late again! *humPh* lol.. then took a cabbie down to macritchie there.. almost late but luckily not.. then went to find my class.. then stupid mr teo.. say thru mircophone" cheryl chin.. sit down".. damn him lor.. so paisei.. mi distrubting the number tags lor.. nvr see properly jiu say.. *humpH* Then waited quite long then jiu go run le..

As we run.. i waited fer michelle and jane.. but still catch up with infront.. then halfway thru.. michelle and jane cannot le.. jiu i ownself run.. so ji mo.. lol.. then dash thru the finishing point.. i wondering why the distance seems so short.. haha`s.. anyway.. i got 32.. sigh.. regretted standing last one at the starting point.. then after tt.. saw dear.. he got 21.. so good lor.. nvr got into top 10 but gt one medal fer relay.. =)

wah lau.. then haf to sit under the hot sun to wait for prize presentation.. so hot.. then keep cheering.. L-A-M-E~ nt interested.. blah blah blah.. then jiu dismissed le lor.. oh ya.. btw.. ytd was ki yeow bday wor.. happy birthday to u~ =D

after tt went off with michelle.. then went to meet dear and song at bus stop.. then 4 of us went to novena and makan.. saw kin ha0.. wah piang.. his hair hor.. really look so too-pid on him.. haha`s.. =X after tt go walk walk around novena.. jiu go to school for training le.. so tired lorhx.. almost slept in train.. still got training.. dunno wat in mr tey's mind.. then sae is light training.. is light.. but until 5 plus wor.. zZzz.. -_- He trained our passes.. cant do it well lorhx.. our own ways are betta.. but no choice.. hmm.. then he changed our positions.. mi and ling na partner.. geeX.. will it be stronger?? -dunno-

*charmaIne injureD her ankle.. rest welL nehx.. *

Then after training.. He waited for mi outside sch.. then took bus back hm le.. geex.. then went to 7-11.. omg.. bought mochi ice-cream.. Peach flavour! *yummy goddie* bleahs.. so nice lorhx.. next time buy lychee de.. geex.. Then after tt.. he went soccer with han le.. and mi? sleeping like a log.. lOl.. slept from 7 to 11.. then nvr reply to his msg.. he thought something happened to mi.. sorry nehx.. then mum come home.. bought mi mos burger.. -_-.. woke mi up to eat.. then around 12 lidat jiu slept again.. all the way until 9.. hahas.. pig eh? so tired.. zzz..

" nothing in this world can be compared with u.. ev3n someone uses 100 million to exchange u.. i wont accept.. cause i jus cant afford to lose u.. =) "

2005-01-27T04:57:00.000-08:00

awww.. i'm bored~ lol.. nth much to say today.. tmr is crosS-countrY lia0.. dunno wan rUn anot.. leg paIn.. but anyway.. neTbalL gals.. all must gam`bataY wor~ heex.. =)

`- si9h.. sigH..-

2005-01-26T21:21:00.000-08:00

sigh.. t0day got match with st.marg.. loSe to them by 4 goals..! i not "fu qi"..! dots.. but we cant do anythiiin.. eMily and shU wen injured.. hop3 they r fine lorhx.. anyway.. every0ne tried their best.. so.. jie ying.. ling ling.. ling na.. charmaine.. germaine.. dun broad about it anymore le.. cheer up dudes.. =)

aftEr that went with hui xian and shaun to take MRT.. alL alight at tiong.. then went to meet dear at tion9.. today is our 5th month anniversary.. but didnt haf much time to celebrate.. sigh.. he was late.. lol.. bleahs.. then shaun pei mi wait.. thx kor~ then after that.. he come le.. tgt with han and song.. then after tt went to makan with him.. nearby nias.. not much time.. then gave him the present.. hope he'll like.. geEx.. Then we take bus go back ah ma hse le.. reach ah ma hse around 7 plus.. jiu doze off.. zZzzzzz... real freaking tired! In car aso zzz... wah lau.. life getting more tiring.. eh?

To him: " deaRie.. i lurve u loads.. canT imagine mei y0u ni de re zi.. will be sooooo sians lorhx.. xIe xIe ni dui wo na me hao.. when i'm sad.. my family gave mi nth.. u're the onli one who lend mi ur shoulders.. tt's why ni zai wo xin li.. shi fei chan9 de zhong ya0.. yong yuan ai nI.. muacKs.. hu9s.." =)

`- sIans.....

2005-01-25T21:08:00.000-08:00

Ytd no update.. cause manii hmk.. then still got intersch.. went out makAn with micHelle.. around 7 plus then go home bahx.. zZz.. so tired.. eyes closing.. but still cant sleep.. HMK! HMk! Hmk! waD sIAx..! sooO mani hmk lor.. zzZ.. Btw eh.. we won ytd.. againsT questown.. 46-2 nehx.. like not enough.. shLd be more.. =p

tOday aso v tired.. sIck somemore.. flU and cough.. Siti nuR! I'll remember u.. haha`s.. nahs.. then feel like sleeping.. during english class.. head almost drop.. but got 2 teachers looking.... -_- boring lorhx.. maths aso.. stupid gay.. voice so soft.. h3ar nothin9.. -_-"" make mi even wanna zZz lor.. dEn after sch went out with him.. then went to meet hAn s0ng at busSs stop.. idiot freak! late! make mi and him stand under the damn sun.. so hot lo.. *humpH*

Then went to eat long j0hn.. got some arguements with him again.. si9h.. i dun wan de lor.. but then is like............... sigh.. forget it.... th3n we go see MP3.. cause han song wan buy.. wah.. saw one v de kawaii de.. small small de.. wan buy lehx.. PS: anyone can donate mi $$? loL.. tHen han song need to work.. jiu go off le.. bleah.. dun wan pei him wait bus.. make him miss his 33.. late fer work.. wahahaX.. =pPp then 51 come.. saw char and ling na.. hahas.. so "fated".. -_-

Then went to study with him.. still alright eh.. nothing much.. then v late le.. he go meet his cousin.. i jiu go back moi ah ma hse le lorhx.. then jiu oink oink.. really soOoo tired nehz.. heex..

" CAnt u jUs undersTand mie? caNt u knoe wat i wan? afTer wad i say.. d0nt u juz get it? aLl i wan from u is jus a simple thin9y.. why cant u gif mi? is it toO mucH from u? why can u gif it to her.. instead of me? realLi dunNo wad u thinkin lor.. sians.. -sobx-"

`- b0ring neh__x

2005-01-23T16:21:00.000-08:00

Sigh.. so boring nehx.. whole day at home.. study and study.. zzz.. dots.. so meaningless sia.. haas.. finally settled my blog.. looks nice wor~ =p Then chatted with jia hUi.. Hmm.. Maybe shall go with her to church le.. Beri lon9 never go le.. sinful.. -_- lOl..

Ytd was another crazy daY fer mi.. went to yIo chU kaNg dere and maKan.. the foOd there nt bad la.. wahaha.. *yumMy* Then eat until full fulL le.. start to play mel mel de digital cam.. haha`s.. saw adrian kor de photo.. took himself.. so zi lian.. =X loL.. bleahS.. v funny lor.. deN hor.. we cousiNs start to take pics lorhx.. then mi.. m0i sis.. and my cousin-->Jia hUi take photos lo.. hahas.. we all is S.H.E.. -_-"' v kawaii nehx.. actually at first wan take formal pic de.. budden i dunno why.. i juz cant stop laughing and giggling.. LOl.. as though the whole restaurant is mine! Hur~ tHen take alot.. nt nice jiu delete.. anyway.. waste batt nia.. aso no fiLm.. =p theN take alot lor.. then adrian, melvin and wei ting kor.. guo dong and my bro.. we all 8 cousins take tgt.. haha.. awesome neh! =DD budDen hor.. adrian kor promise mi to send us e pics de.. exi-cU-sI mi.. WHERE IS IT?! hahas.. o_O *anxious to see the pics.. geeX..

bTw.. tMr got interscH wor~ wiTh queensTown.. w3 musT win..!

[[x__i'm mizZing u alot...........................__x]]

`- "daTing with michelle"___

2005-01-22T18:46:00.000-08:00

Lala.. BAck @ home le nehx.. hahas.. juS now went bugIs with michelLe.. wOke up at 6 pluSs today.. *yawN* then ate breakfasT with famiLy le then jiu go to scH.. alMost late sia.. pHew.. Then reach school le.. stuPid gatE.. all Close.. wonder how am i suppose t0 go in.. dotS.. then hen9 heng got one small gate at the side.. haLf open.. -_-" thEn walk uP the Spiral stAircase.. gT veri stinky de smeLL.. GOu dA bian..! eEeee.. So choU ch0u.. muSt b thOse volleY ball gals bring come school de.. =X hahas.. no offence.. hur huR.. then hahas.. Charmaine stepped on it 2 times.. so "lucky" hor? bleaHs.. then start training.. at first jIe ying haben come.. so ask mi to juz be defender to block ling na.. listen untiL mi gong gong.. haha`s.. not fiT to be defender.. lOls.. theN training as usuaL.. gaMesSs as usuaL.. plaY WA for 3 quarters.. Hmmm.. quite satisfied with my own playing bahx.. =)

After training then jiu tak3 bus to bugiS le lor.. geEx.. tHen gO bugis village tHere eat maC.. TheN pass by one shOp.. go In and see.. gt sell guys de shirts all those.. blah blah.. Some not nice.. Some not bad.. theN jiu search and search.. fouNd one shirt for hIm.. jiU buy lor.. then aso sHun biaN buy kI yeow de bday present.. cuMing soon orh.. share with michelle.. spent v long time in e shop.. hahas.. =P

Then daMn it man.. i cross the junction.. then found out tt my bao bei bracelet de heart drop out.. aHH!!!!! so f***** up man.. then cannot find le.. gif up.. went to giF a name.. bought one.. looks alike.. replace back.. geex.. but still not as nice as the original one.. cause is he gif de.. *sob sob* =(

Go seiyu.. peI michelle buy her clothes.. shE haben buy anythin fer NY.. tHen spotted one blouse.. suitS her.. then try le jiu buy lor.. haha`s.. pPl rich maix.. =D Then go to This fashion.. see her clothes.. theN mi saw one v de nice.. gt the urge to buy.. bUt tt time already spent my mama alot of $$.. so dun feel like buying.. but in the end aso buy one VON DUTCH de blouse.. coOl eh? loL.. shOp until forget time.. then around 4 like tt jiu go home le..

Mama call mi when i walking home.. asK mi to buy burger fer the fat ass--> my bro.. arghh.. so ma fan lor.. haf to walk so far then can go home.. michelle peI mi.. geeX.. thX wor~ hahAs.. theN at mac.. plaY with e EZ link machine.. press here press there.. haha.. bleahs..

yuPpie.. tt's all fer today bahx.. going out sooN.. to yi0 chU kang.. -_- aH ma bday wor.. =DD haPpy biRthdaY..! Lol.. =P

`-wo de di yI ci___

2005-01-21T16:45:00.000-08:00

Whee.. 1st entry.. beri de sianx.. so start a new blog again lor.. Hees.. eH.. today sHi harI rayA wor~ any "qing pao"..? wahhaa.. gotta stay @ home.. sigH.. cant meet hiM.. -_- sO around 12 plus lidat.. Help my daddy to paint my hse de doors.. stupid paint.. so chou chou.. *puI* the colOurs i choose de..(mInt green).. GeeZ.. nice lehx.. Then he sent mi de msn 7.. at first can use de lehx.. then the emoticon all those sooOo cute nehx.. lOl.. budden dunno wat the freaking hell prob.. cannot use.. argHHhh.. theN whole day slacKing and rottIng.. missiNg him too.. siGh.. theN around 4 plus.. he came my hse with song.. pass mi something.. so kawaii nehx.. tHx dear.. geex.. =DD

Tmr got training.. after tt should be going gaI gaI with ah xue.. haha`s.. ha0 bahx.. stop here fer nw..

`*- ý°n9 ÿûãN Ðé 9 j¡ë m3¦.. hĂm hàM åi¡ h0±dÖg___*

`*- g-0-d bless__x*

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`*- si9h.. sigH..-*

`*- sIans.....*

`*- b0ring neh__x*

`*- "daTing with michelle"___*

`*-wo de di yI ci___*